Looking back over my life I acknowledge many wrong doings. Of all the worse was cheating on my husband. newly weds and working hard to make it, we neglected each other greatly. His working two jobs to have those cars. Well that upset me greatly. I worked at the Ford Dealership as secretary to the owner. The head of the service department and I had nice lunches. We had a Company motor home that he drove to races for promotion.
Days he and I had sex in that thing. I had a few of the men at work inside me. the very first Lincoln off the truck that year, well I got to try out the back seat.
My first girl Doris is my ex husbands, Vicky is not. She belonged to James the service man. He took me home for lunch I fixed us a sandwich and he came up behind me. Pulled up by dress and down my panties. from behind he entered me. Was not a long one, but a touching one. I could feel his seed in me. I knew he got me pregnant at that moment.
he delivered the flowers to me from work. He held his little girl for the first time. My husband had no idea what happened. That was wrong, but he should have not put his cars first.
The car wash boy at work, well he did me a few favors. I did him several. I full filled a three some with her and his girl friend. I did not enjoy sex with him. was painful and he knew it. Would not back off and let me enjoy what he had. So I cut him off after that. His girl friend left him as well. Its nice to have a big one and great to have a long big one, not nice to hurt a girl insides. he enjoyed looking at her and I both in pain. back off and he pushed it deeper.
I caught a venereal disease and know where I got it. I blamed my husband for that. I swore he had done nothing at all, but I blamed him. Doris brought home an older boy and I worked out a deal with him. Sex with me and not with her. She finally called him gay and broke it off. he and I were lovers for a year or more after that. He was a nice boy, just me being selfish.
I had not been with a man for four years, when a friend told me about the Internet. The fellow who sold me this laptop set it up for me. I tried with all I had, but nothing. Wanted to feel a young man in bed, he was to busy. he set an account for me on line. I talk with men around the world now. Have been meeting one who is married. He is like the car wash boy, He is very large and long, wants to hurt women. Not my thing, but he last a long time. I am getting more comfortable with time. I see my grandchildren and travel now. I meet men for the weekend. Many married and just want a good time.