I used to be ashamed that I am a married man that likes to suck cock. Not any more. But I am still in the closet and will stay that way until I die. If my wife found out my life would be ruined. You can judge me if you want, but it is a desire I often have. I remember the first cock I ever sucked. I was in the military and on leave. As I was trying to get back to my base after vacation I had a layover in one of the military airports, so a group of us got rooms at a local hotel. I decided to take a walk, and as I was walking back this guy stopped and asked if I wanted a ride. I got in, and he happened to be the owner of the bar under the hotel. Before we got back he asked me if I wanted to get my dick sucked, and that he loved sucking service dicks. I wasn't too sure, and told him so. He said that if I came down to the bar he would buy me a drink anyway. After dinner I wandered down to the bar. He was behind the counter and gave me a drink. After the first one he asked me again if I wanted to get my dick sucked. I told him I didn't think so. He bought me about four more drinks and I was getting pretty drunk. After the fifth one he walked over to where I was sitting. There were only a couple of people in the bar, and nobody was close to me. He stood right in front of me and rubbed his crotch. He said he had a fucking hard-on for me, and thought it was time to suck my cock. I told him okay, and he said to go up to my room and take off my clothes and leave the door ajar. A few minutes later he walked in and locked the door. He didn't say anything, but just knelt down and pulled me to the end of the bed and started sucking my cock. He was like a vacuum, taking my whole cock in his mouth, and after about 20 minutes I told him I was gonna cum. He just kept sucking and when I exploded he took every drop. He cleaned me off with his mouth and got up to leave. I asked him if I could suck his dick, too. He said sure and got undressed. He laid down on the bed where I was laying, and I knelt in front of him. As I was sucking him he kept asking if I wanted to swallow. I just moaned, not sure if I was up to that. His cock wasn't very big, but was as hard as a fucking pole. He didn't announce anything, but all of a sudden he started cumming. It took me by surprise, but I stayed right on his cock until he was spent. I kept sucking for a couple more minutes until he was clean and took my cock off. He got dressed and said I was a natural, and that if I hung around for another day he would fuck me, too. I guess that wasn't to be, as my plane left early the next morning. From that day on, I have thought about sucking cock nearly every day, and over the years have sucked about 35 different guys. All of them anonymous, but he was the only one that I swallowed. But I have been hooked ever since that night.