I dont know what to do. My stepdad caught me smoking a joint so I begged him not to tell mom. If mom finds out she will take my car. He said hed think about it and I took a bath and went tovmy room terrified.
He came in my room and told me to take off my clothes. I begged him not to do this. He said if I didnt that hed tell mom about the joint and say I came onto him.
I cried and begged still. I was a virgin. I was saving myself for marriage.
He tied my hands and feet to my bed posters. The were tight and hurt. I was still crying and he turned into someone else. He laughted at me and tore off my clothes. I wanted to die. No man had ever seen me naked. He was all ovee me with his nasty hands and mouth. He licked me down there and made me shake and...he said it was proof im a slut and like it. Then he got on top of me and I never knew anyone who could be so cruel and not stop when someone was begging like I was but he still put himself inside of me. It hurt so bad. I couldnt believe anyone likes this. He finished inside of me.
About 2 weeks after that his friend Even and Evans wife was over. Mom and Evans wife went out. Evan walked right into my room and came up to me. I tried moving away but Evan is huge and he grabbed me and told me if I wasnt a good girl that hed tell my mom about the joint and my step dad. He made me give him oral sex and he made me say things like im not worth anything except for him to fuck me. He smacked me and pulled my hair and pinched my nipples really hard. Then my stepdad came in and with 2 phones and a laptop the videoed me. They made me touch myself and use my moms vibrator. They both raped me and forced me to swollow their disgusting cum. My stepdad posted the video on a site. All you can see in it is me...they cut their faces out. Bastards. I want to kill myself.