i am old i feel old for my age and been rejected everywhere I go with men other then dirty fat old married bastards that just want a bit on the side and spit me out after using me. i only had sex 3 or 4 times in my life with a jerk who tied me down and raped me and stalked me to rape me again. it was a bad relationship if you call 3 nights of drugged rape and luckily i got away from his abuse.

I am thinking about going back of strong medications and just gaining weight and not caring anymore. i have been hurt too many times.

I WANT TO REVENGE THE WORLD BY BEING OBESE AND BUTT UGLY AND JUST REFUSE PEOPLE THE PRIVILEGE OF EVEN LOOKING AT ME SO THEY DON'T HAVE TO FEEL SORRY FOR ME. SO I BOUGHT SOME ISLAMIC CLOTHING FOR WESTERN WOMEN AND NOW THINKING OF BUYING A BURKA AS WELL TO HIDE MY UGLY FACE IN.

THANKYOU SHITTY WORLD.