Ok lol so im not really 18. Im between 15 n 17(16 lol). So im gay n want to see wat sex is like. A lot of guys r straight in my skool but there couple gays too. ik 2 of them like me but theyre fucking uugghh. one of them is like a fucking twig n the other a fucking blue whale so i dont like them. there is this one senior football player at my skool thats SOOOOOO fucking hot. ik hes gay but on the dl. he likes me but im pretty sure he wont come out or do anything cuz hes afraid of being judged. anyways, everytime he sees me around the hallways he gives me this sexy ass look n kinda moves his eyebrows up. Once i was in the bathroom checking my face n hair when he came in. he smiled at me n i said hello. he pissed n then came to wash his hands n saw me putting lotion on my hands (my lotion smells so good). he asked me if he could have some n i was like uuummm sure. I was like here but he said "can u put it on me. i dont want my palms to be all slipery." so ik wat he was up to. he gave me his hand n i started rubbing the lotion on it. he told me i had nice hand. i was like thank you. So when i finished he said his knees were kinda ashy n if i could put sum lotion on them.(he had shorts on) i was like uuuummmm. then he said he couldnt really bend over n do it himself cuz his back hurt from football. i started putting lotion on his knees. he told me my back looked so perfect n i just said thanks. i looked up n could see the outline of his hard cock on his shorts. i looked at his legs n told him his leg muscles looked really hard. he said he liked being hard. i paused for a moment. then got up n said see ya later n he said "when??" as i left n i just giggled n said idk. idk y i didnt touch his cock that day. ik he wants to fuck but im just kinda nervous to do it. sometimes he makes a 'come here' wave with his hand when im walking pass the place he parks his car. hes so hot. hes black but lightskin like chris brown. hes muscular n really nice 2 me. he compliments me on my looks and my clothes n says im so unique bcuz im Greek mixed with spanish n stuff. n lmao his meat is BIG!. I'd say about 8.9 inches minimum. imma get with next time.. yolo right.....