I had sex with my husband's best friend on our living room couch because he said I looked beautiful in a dress I was wearing. My husband hadn't paid me a compliment in the longest and hadn't touched me in even longer. All I could think about for days was how sweet his best friend had been, and then I found myself masturbating to thoughts of him. Eventually I had him come over under the pretense of helping me surprise my husband with a birthday gift, and wore the dress. I came onto him and he went for it. The sex was passionate and amazing and it made me feel alive again. I know it was wrong and I should regret it but I am not sure I do.