I'm not a virgin, definitely not, but I have a boyfriend who is 22 years old and still a virgin. I've never had a problem having sex before and I absolutely LOVE sex. We've been together for a few months now and he's starting to really trust me which means a lot to me. I've never pressured him or anything but lately he's been telling me that he wants to have sex with me. The problem is that I'm afraid to have sex with him because I don't want to fuck up our relationship by having sex with him and I hate that he's a virgin while I'm not. I feel like an absolute asshole because he isn't my first but I am his. Hell, he's like the 8th guy I'll have ever had sex with. So I've been avoiding having sex with him which really sucks, because he turns me on so hard, and knows how to use his hands and mouth to make me super horny and wet, and I REALLY WANT TO HAVE SEX but I feel so bad about it. Like I mean HE REALLY REALLY TURNS ME ON, like he's the best I've ever had and he's not even using his dick yet, and it's really big too, and I fantasize about us having sex all of the time, and it's so tempting. He's so good, that I'm getting turned on just thinking about him when he turns me on. Ahhhh, the conflict! Fucking virgin! God dammit. And now I'm really horny.... FUCK.