caring for my husband for twenty three years has taken its toll. We had a fantastic sex life before he got shot and nothing after. One of the home nurses and I had sex almost ten years ago. He was moved out of our district and that ended that. We gave my husband his pain medication and he went ot sleep. The worker and I went to our travel trailer and he just melted me.
I can masturbate and have toys I have used in the past. For the last ten years toys have not been used. I just masturbate in the bath tub few times per week. I just miss the feeling of a man on top of me. my legs open and the penis penetrating me.