When I moved off to college I use to spend a lot of time in various chatrooms online. It was my first access to the internet and I had lived a pretty shltered life up to then. I don't know how but I somehow became interested in the m4m rooms, reading the stories of guys having casual encounters with other guys. It was my introduction to the idea of bisexuality. Soon enough I started hitting the DFW m4m chatrooms and started talking to some guys who were just as curious about this whole man sex thing as I was. Within a few weeks of my first semester I had made arrangements with an older guy who had a house just outside of town to come over and chat in person.

I was nervous as hell, hands shaking, mouth dry as I walked up to his door that evening. He opened it the moment I knocked and shook my hand which I thought was a little funny. He was a good 20 years older than me, tall, and heavy built. He was intimidating to a skinny 19 year old like me. I came inside, had a few beers, and chatted away mindlessly, all the while wondering if I was going to get fucked by this guy. Soon enouugh he asked if I wanted to go upstairs and watch some porn in his bedroom.

We went upstairs and got comfy on his giant bed. He popped in a dvd and I watched my first gay porn. Yep, I'd never even watched two guys have sex, just read about it online. The video wasn't really doing anything for me but it was obviously working for the guy because he began to rub my crotch, grind on my leg, and suck on my neck. I after a bit of necking he realized I wasn't doing much and asked if I was alright. I mentioned the porn wasn't doing anything for me and I was really nervous, this being my first time with a guy. He laughed and said he thought I was lying when I said I was new to this. He popped on a straight porn, poured us some stiff drinks, and got naked on the bed.

I was pretty buzzed after a few minutes and the guy on tv had started rimming the girl, something I'd never seen before. Soon his cock was in the girl's ass; something about the scene finally started getting me going and I finally started getting horny (and a bit drunk). I shucked my clothes, my host was grinning from ear to ear. We started the old 69, he was humming and moaning and crushing my balls, being pretty aggressive again. I was trying my best internet-learned oral techniques, sucking and licking for all I was worth. I was doing something right because a few times his head would flare up in my mouth and I'd feel the shaft twitch, at which point he'd mumble no and pull away.

He started to get frustrated I think that I wouldn't cum. Rather than try a softer touch, he got rougher, slapping my ass, shoving fingers in my, cussing at me. If anything I was in shock; the experience was becoming increasingly frustrating for him and I was getting nervous again. I asked if I could finish sucking him off, not to worry about me. This seemed to piss him off for some reason. He said if he was going to cum first, it was going to be in my ass. I realized I was in over my head, this wasn't going to go well, but I told him if he took it slow and easy, he could have my ass.

He shoved me over the edge of his bed and grabbed a handful of lube, slapping it all over my ass and shoving two fingers into me. I whimpered and said it hurt, slow down. He told me to shut the fuck up and enjoy myself. Yep, it wasn't going to go well. He reached down and grabbed my now limp dick and started laughing at me, calling me a pussy. He said he couldn't believe I was going to let a guy fuck me and I wasn't even hard. That's when I tried to move away to grab my clothes and leave. That wasn't going to happen.

He shoved me back on the bed. He had to have been 100lbs heavier than me so there was no use fighting. I figured the sooner I got this over with, the sooner I could leave. He started kissing, licking and biting the back of my neck while roughly shoving his cock against my hole. I tried to calm down, pushed back against his thrust. I remembered reading about how you could push like you're trying to take a dump which I did. It worked perfectly, he slid inside me. I could feel every inch of his girth, the heat from his cock, his balls up against mine.

He groaned, wrapped his hairy arms around my chest, bit the back of my neck, and started fucking my ass for all it was worth. Damn he held me tight. Fortunately he'd gotten lube all over the place because he wasn't stopping; after the initial burn it actually felt amazing to have this monster of a man fucking me, his cock greasy with lube slipping in and out of me. He held me tighter and tighter until I was having a hard time breathing; I groaned to loosen up a bit and he told me to shut the fuck up and he doubled his pace. I could feel the sweat starting to build between his hairy chest and stomache and my smooth back.

Suddenly I was lifted off the bed, his cock impaling me and his arms holding me helplessly. He slammed me against a wall and thrust into me. My feet were completely off the floor, I couldn't breath, all I could do was get fucked. It was terrifying but I let myself go. I leaned back against him and turned my head towards him. I opened my mouth to kiss him, showing I was accepting my role as his cum rag. You're my bitch he grunted, then shoved his tongue in my mouth, pounding me against the wall. A few more grunts and grinds, then he came in me. He held me in place for a few minutes, I could feel his dick spasming and shooting his load into me. He reached down with one hand and felt me now hard dick.

Figures you little bitch he said and dropped me on the floor, his dick slipping out. I struggled to catch my breath, wondering what had just happened. I heard him climb in bed. I turned to him and he was rubbing his cum coated dick. Either clean it off or get out of my house. My stomache turned at the thought sucking him after he'd been in my ass so I meekly grabbed my clothes and walked out of the room, cum and lube making my cheeks and thighs slippery.

I got dressed down stairs, boner still raging, head spinning, and left for the drive home.

That was my first experience with a guy as an adult and only one of three.