I am still in utter disbelief this morning at what I am about to share with you readers, I know what happens in this story is actually real even though it seems like a dream, every time I inhale a breath I can still smell her juices on my chin from last night.

this very real and very true letter I am writing for you has been over 7 years in the making and I had convinced myself that it would never happen to me, be careful what you dream and wish for because you just might get it when you least expect it like I did last night. to all you nay Sayers out there in internet land, this is as real as it gets, this is my letter I would write to penthouse forums, believe what you will but there are at least three people that know this happened..



my wife is almost 51 years old, she is still very sexy for her age and has a very nice body, she is very conservative and from the old school but something happened 7 years ago that started what became last night and my wildest fantasy cum true. she was 43 at the time, very attractive, kept herself well, especially when she would go out somewhere, well one night long ago we started to discuss fantasies in bed and that led to her prying out of me that I would love for her to be with someone else and come home with the evidence in her panties, this really turned her on and she had at least a thousand questions about it ranging from "how can you love me so much but want me to have sex with another man????????" to "can It be with someone who has a bigger cock than yours????????????" she actually was more turned on by this than I imagined and talked about it every night in bed while we would have sex and it made our sex even hotter than normal and it was already smoking hot, this woman is a wildcat in bed, she is extremely open minded and will do almost anything, nothing gross, talking about this subject alone while having sex increased our sex life ten fold and she even said she was staying wetter than normal and having better orgasms.

I was in heaven, she was horny all the time, she wanted more and more and I could not even keep up with her even as I tried harder and harder, she would always want more when I was finished, I would eat her out more and more and more, sometimes three or four times in the same night to try to keep her satisfied, but I always felt like I just could not keep her satisfied, she would sometimes reach to the nightstand and get her vibrator and finish herself off after I had to stop, and every single night she would be talking very nasty and dirty about having sex with another man and coming home to me or making me watch him take her in front of me, this has been going on for over seven years now people, over seven years her and I fantasize almost every single night about her having sex with other men, this even led to us talking and she talked me into buying a strap on that was a lot bigger than I am and me wearing it and fucking her with it while she imagined some man with a big cock fucking her and she would cum like crazy, I would then fuck her and felt like she just let me get off pretending I was fucking her after someone else..

I did everything I could to keep her happy in bed, and keep her satisfied, I had even dreamed and wished that she would try using that strap on with me but I would never tell her that. well before long I did not have to tell her, she brought it up one night and used that hot body of hers to convince me to try it and well, I did, I let her tie me to the bed face down and she took my anal virginity as I almost screamed from the pain, but I bit my tongue and refused myself to say the safe word we established out of fear for letting her down, after that first very painful fuck with that strap on, she turned me over and gave me an incredible blow job and told me that she was more turned on than she had ever been in her life that night while wearing that strap on and was pounding my ass with it.

I did some research online about this type of behavior and that is when I discovered the term "cuckold" and the more I read the more I could not stop reading, I did not tell her and have never told her about being a cuckold and that I look at it and read about it all the time, I began to discover that everything I was reading was describing me to a "{T)". the only part of cuckoldry I did not care anything about is the feminization and wearing of womens clothes or cross dressing, every thing else turned me on so much that I could not get this out of my brain, every night when I would eat her pussy I would imagine someone else had already fucked her, as time went on I made the big step of eating her out one night after I came in her and she went ballistic with multiple orgasms and could not believe I did that and that developed into her sitting on my face after we would fuck and I would eat my cum out of her pussy, I did every thing I could do secretly to make her do the things that a cuckoldress would do to her cuckold.

it got to where she would fuck me with that strap on more than I would be fucking her, she started making me jerk off on her pussy or her tits or her ass and then lick it all off, some nights she would just make me get on my knees and she would fuck my mouth with the strap on then tell me to get on all fours and she would wear me out, but she never once was not fair to me, she would always finish by giving me an awesome blowjob after she fucked me..

the one thing that I found odd about all of this is that when I would bring up her actually fucking someone else, she would shy away and say that she would not do it, that the role playing and fantasies we share in our bed are our business and she did not believe that anyone had any right to know what we do and she loved me too much for that to happen and that she would probably never do it, she admitted that the thoughts about it and what we do in our bedroom turn her on more than anything and she would love to do that for me and make my fantasy become reality but it was not going to happen, the role play and what we do can continue because we both get off so hard from it but for me to stop bringing up it happening for real.

well, that bursted my bubble bigtime, I was so disappointed in her, I have never told her this but she let me down so much by leading me to believe that she was going to do it one day when I least expect her to do it, but according to that conversation it would never actually happen. I even tried to bring it up again later on but she quickly shut me down saying don't go there, you know my feelings on that.. so I gave up on it ever happening to me and what she had said to me discouraged me and it was no longer so much fun to talk about it in bed and I intentionally started to pull away from what we had been doing in bed and found that now I had a bigger problem, I could not get and stay hard to fuck her unless she did talk about fucking someone else, I am not stupid and know she knew this because when we would have sex or actually just make love, I would not be able to stay hard to finish so I know she picked up on this and our sex life really slowed down for quite a while, I resorted to jerking off every chance I got dreaming and wishing that she would fuck someone else and come home and sit on my face.

our sex life became almost non existent, I started to pay very close attention to her night stand and her vibrator and her lubricant and would notice that it had been moved from time to time so I knew she was using it to get off when I was at work, we would attempt to fuck but most of the time I would go limp and would have to start thinking about her pussy being already fucked once so I could try to stay hard to finish, I know I was letting her down and not giving her what she needed, this woman loved to be fucked and sometimes fucked very hard and fast and I just could not do it anymore, my mind started thinking, well if I cant satisfy her then maybe she will find someone that can satisfy her, but that never happened either, we were making love one night and I started to go limp while fucking her as she laid there underneath me with her legs wrapped around my back, she suddenly raised up with her mouth to my ear and she told me that I need to think about what ever makes me hard no matter what it is in my mind and get hard and fuck her, so I started thinking about her and someone else and started to get hard again and she looked up at me and said " you are thinking about me fucking someone else aren't you??????????????????????????????????????????????? ?????????????????????????????? ?????????????????????????????? ?????????????????????" I was honest and said yes, she then started to describe being with this man and was very detailed about how they fucked, how she sucked his cock, how he fingered her pussy, how he then ate her out and made her cum so hard, and then how he shoved his big cock in her pussy and put her legs on his shoulders and fucked her like a jackhammer until he came so hard that she felt his cum gush out all around his cock and run down on her ass. when she finished that last sentence I was rock hard and I erupted and I came harder than I had in a very long time, but yet I was thinking at the same time that she was not making that story up, it was too detailed, she described him too well, the details were too real and I knew that this must have really happened.

after I rolled over and laid beside her, she turned to her side and said "wow you really liked that story didn't you, I said yes and she told me that it actually happened with a friend of hers and that he was the last man to fuck her besides me, it had happened the very day her and I had just met but were not dating yet, we started dating and she did not see him anymore even though he called her all the time to come and see her just to fuck but she refused because she did not want to cheat on me. well the cat is out of the bag now and for the last year or so when we fuck she tells me all about him and how he used to fuck her and it gets me off hard every time, I guess each of us has accepted it in our own way without actually saying that to each other, she talks about him every time we fuck and this has all progressed over the last seven years..

now little did I know that seven years later that it would finally happen when I did least expect it to happen. I had given up all hope of it ever happening for real and settled for listening to her tell me about her past sex life.

I work second shift, she works days, her oldest daughter from another marriage was having a birthday party and her and her sister were planning on going, I could not because of work. two nights ago before the party while in bed fucking she told me that maybe she would find one of those young studs to give her some cock at the party, I said yea right, how do you suppose you would do that with your sister and your daughter there, she quickly informed me that women have their ways and if she wanted it to happen, her sister and her daughter would never even know it, she also told me that there was going to be two kegs of beer there plus liquor and I know how she likes to drink and she gets horny when she drinks, she was riding with her sister so she could drink and not have to worry about driving.

I just kind of laughed it off and told her ok, well it has been seven years and you have not done it for me yet as bad as I want it so what makes me think you will suddenly just go and do it, she replied with "because I can", I simply said "ok whatever" and it was left at that.

she text me yesterday afternoon while I was at work and told me they were leaving for the party and she had no idea when she would be home and I did not have to wait up for her if I did not want too. I got home from work around 11:30 last night and she was not home, I showered and went to bed to watch some tv and feel asleep. I heard the door open and I looked at my clock on the night stand and it was 1:45 am. I could smell the alcohol when she walked in the room but what I noticed most that shocked me was that she was in a black mini skirt, with sandals on and a spaghetti strapped top with some pattern on it, her 38dd's were standing straight out and showing a lot of cleavage and my cock began to swell and get very hard.
the smell of alcohol got stronger as she walked closer to my side of the bed and I noticed that her tits almost fell out of her top when she bent down to kiss me, she tasted of alcohol and cigarettes, after she kissed me, she looked me in the eye and asked me something that i will never forget as long as i live. she asked me "how did it just feel to kiss your wife after she sucked another mans cock tonight????????????????????????? ?????????????????????????????? ?????????????????????????????? ?????????????????????????????? ?????????????" i almost fell out of the bed, i said you are not serious and she said oh yes i am honey and the proof is in my panties, i said "what" and reached for her skirt to pull it up and she pushed my hand away and said not yet, just wait.

i kept asking her if she was serious, did this really happen, my cock was straining and felt like it was going to split open from the pressure. she kept saying yes it really happened, she said i told you that if i wanted it to happen that it would happen, i got drunk and everyone wanted me to do that thing where you drink from the keg while being held upside down and i agreed to do it and when the two guys grabbed me and flipped me upside down for me to drink, i felt my shirt go up and my tits come out and all the guys started cheering and yelling and i felt some hands grabbing and groping my tits and i got extremely turned on. when they turned me back over, i fixed my top and noticed every young boy in that room staring at my tits even though i had covered them back up, i acted so embarrassed but really i was not, my sister and daughter were laughing at me and said i was now the life of the party.

she told me that she had a pretty good buzz from drinking all that beer upside down that it had went straight to her head and she went outside to smoke a cigarette. she said when she went outside there were two or three people out in the yard smoking but she had to walk down the driveway to the car to get her cigarettes, she said there was this guy leaned up against his truck in the grass beside the driveway and she could barely see him for the shadows of the trees but she recognized him as one of the guys that held her upside down. she said she walked over to him and asked him if she could join him and he said yes, she kept telling her story and how he was a good looking young man, she said she asked him his age and he said he was 26, when she said that my cock twitched wanting to hear more, she had sat on the bed with me but she was sitting indian style with her legs tucked underneath her. she told me that she began to get horny and looked around and no one was anywhere close to them and she had worn the skirt just in case she would get the chance and actually wanted to do something. she goes on to tell me that all of those guys, and he was one of them, staring at her tits while she was held upside down really turned her on and it turned her on to be out there with him.

she said she decided right then that very moment that she wanted to fuck this guy so she walked over to him and said she would never had done so if she had been sober, but she said she asked him if he liked looking at her tits and he said yes, she asked him if he would like to touch them, again he said yes, she asked can you please keep this a secret and not tell anyone, i am married and no one can know about this, she said he simply looked at her and said that he did not kiss and tell. she said she took his hand and lead him around to the other side of the truck that was alongside the treeline of the woods and no one could see them in the shadows, she leaned back against the truck and pulled her top up and exposed her tits to him and he looked at them and then took his hands and started to fondle them, she closed her eyes and said it felt so good to have a strange mans hands on her tits, she said she felt her pussy getting wet, she said he bent down and started to lick and suck on her nipples and she said it made her pussy throb in her panties, and she decided right then that she was going to fuck this young man, i could love her still or hate her for it but she was going to let him fuck her. she said she took a deep breath, she was very nervous, she reached down with her right hand and felt his cock thru his jeans and let out a gasp at what she felt in his pants, she said he was bigger that even her last boyfriend before me, she pulled out his cock and got on her knees and began to lick it and suck it, she said his balls were huge, biggest she had ever seen on a man, she said she started sucking his cock for all she was worth and sucked him for a few minutes and then stood up and whispered in his ear that her married pussy needed fucking so bad please fuck me and cum in my pussy for me, she said she turned around and leaned forward and put her hands on the truck and stuck her pussy out and she felt his hands go up under her skirt and he pulled her panties down to her knees and he moved closer to her and pushed his cock deep in her pussy and she bit her tongue to keep from screaming, she said he fucked her hard and fast with her pressed up against the truck and she was so turned on from being just taken and fucked like that, she said he fucked her for only a couple of minutes and he exploded inside her and she felt it run down her leg when he pulled out of her, she then turned around and got back on her knees and licked and sucked his cock clean and as she stood up she pulled her panties back up, he walked away, she tidied up at the car and went back inside.