Made my nieces wedding cake for this past weekend. The bridesmaid never the bride has escaped me. Wedding reception at the country club where everyone had a good time, except me. Depressed knowing the child I help raise is married and I am not. Headed for forty and not even a serious boyfriend.
Had a few drinks and watch everyone dance. I finally walked outside to cry. Behind the golf cart area I sat there crying. A golf worker came to check on me, ask if I needed a hug. I need more than a hug, I stood up and hugged him. He ask what I needed, and I just cried. He picked up my head and ask what I needed. Pulled his head to me and kissed him. He went from this to kissing me back. He grabbed my privates and I said yes.
He took me in the building, put me on a table was having sex, another guy came in and watched. he did not know but I could see him.

I let these two guys have sex with me and no questions. I think I made a stupid mistake allowing this.