I'm 29 years old, I'm married and totally confused about my sexuality.
Last month two of my friends stayed over when my wife told me she was visiting her mom. We drank lots of beer and later on during a weird half an hour, I was given a bet. The bet was that I couldn't take something up my ass, as my wife often complained about anal sex and I said she should always want to please me. I took the bet and used the handle of one of my screw drivers to prove my point. It felt strange, but it also felt good. Then without at first noticing one of my friends turned to me and said "if I could that", meaning the screw driver, then maybe I could take his fully erect cock, which he'd removed from his shorts. I spent the next twenty or so minutes taking both of my friends cocks deep inside my butt, and loved every fucking minute of it. I even came all ove the floor in front of me without touching my cock, as I was being fucked in the doggie position.
Nothing was said the morning after as we all had hangovers, and not long after we had gotten dressed both of my friends left. My wife phoned that afternoon and told me she was staying over another night, to help her mom decorate her new kitchen. I immediately phoned one of my friends who'd stayed the night before, I'll not name him, and who had the larger cock of the two, and asked him if he wanted to repeat the experience. In a full evening of sexual exploration, I discovered I wasn't the first guy he'd fucked (He's as good as married) and we had every form of sex two men can have. Oral, masturbation, anal tonging (rimming I now believe it's called) and finally I let him fuck me twice, both times having him cum all over my face and tongue.
He left after spending four hours with me, four hours in which I learned how much I enjoyed sex with another man.
Now my dilema and why I'm confused. When my wife got home we had such a fantastic time fucking and I felt so alive drilling her pussy and asshole. She told me the next morning how good our sex had been the night before, and in a first for us, she actually wanted me to fuck her outside on our back porch, which I did willingly.
I've repeated the wonderful sexual experience of being fucked again by my friend. And once again sex with my wife afterwards was amazing. She doesn't know about anything of my new sexual longings, but I'm very tempted to tell her and see where it leads.