I'm 34 years old and will never have any kids of my own, for given reasons which I fully accept. I don't have any real friends though and never had. It is one thing to not have any kids and its another when you can't have kids or find any decent friends. I'm very lonely. My dream is to make a friend or 2 and to not have to do everything in life alone. Have a husband I'm happy with, I just wish that I had a female friend too.