I'm married, but don't want my husband in any way, to be honest. I have a friend, who is very nice and respectful, and I dream of him googling to find where I live, and sneaking in when I'm alone in bed, any time I'm alone in bed, and caressing my cheek and my hair, before moving on to my breasts, playing with my nipples while I sleep, pinching and pulling, kissing, licking, and sucking them, before moving his attention down, rubbing my clit, first very slow and gently, getting rougher and faster, possibly while he pins my arms down with his other hand, and spreads my legs with his, letting his naked cock rub my pussy, teasing us both, until we're both conscious and can't take any more, and he just takes me, not giving me a chance to say no.