I seriously want to stop watching porn and masturbating. I was introduced to porn when i was like 8-9 and i havent stoped watching it. My parents don't know. I think i need help but no one understands me. There is one girl i met at summer school and she kiks with me. She doesn't know that i watch porn. I think i should tell her about what i do and hopefully she can help me with this fucking problem. I haven't seen her in like 1 month but i love her and i wish i could see her again and she could help me with my problem. I really wish i was never introduced to porn. It really fucked me up. The only thing i like about porn is the foot fetish thing.(that is the only thing i find really hot about certain girls). I have done fucked up things in my life and i really wish i could change everything. I am Hispanic btw and i just found this website a week ago and decided i wanted to confess a little bit. I feel like i deserve to be alone and need discipline (severe discipline). I just hope that one day ill meet someone who will change me for good.