Last weekend, some of my male friends and I got together for an evening of drinking beer, reminiscing and discussing various diverse topics of mutual interest. Topics ranged current events such as the civil war raging in Syria to such mundane topics as the best kind of motorcycle to purchase on a shoestring budget. Most of us are university students, so economics are always a high priority. Later, as we began to exhaust the usual range of topics to discuss, one came to mind that I felt would be of interest all of us, as young males. I was worried that it might be a taboo subject but I introduced it anyways. I mentioned that I had read a posting by a PhD who suggested that one percent of young males our age have had some sexual activity with their biological mother by the time they leave home. I was surprised when my friends told me to go first and describe, if I dare, any sexual events that occurred between my mom and me. The following is the event that I related to my friends.
About a month ago, my mother was invited by her girl friends to accompany them to a male "strip club", just to see what it is like. They have never been in one before. She accepted the invitation and left only to return about three hours later with her friends who were laughing and giggling because of some event that occurred. All were a tad drunk, I would say. I listened to what they were saying from another room because I had recently taken a shower and was wearing only underpants. I overheard them asking Mom what it was like having "fellatio" with a male stripper. It seems that a male stripper had invited Mom to perform fellatio on him in front of her friends. I had no idea what this was at the time, although I figured it was something sexual. Mom initially refused but eventually consented when encoraged by her friends. Back at home, I overheard Mom say that she hasn't done that for a very long time and to do it to a young male stripper was such a treat. She added that she just love to do it again, but in private, not with a crowd around.
Shortly after Mom's friends left, I emerged from hiding and asked Mom, "What is fellatio??" She was surprised that I would ask and after a few moments of reflective thought, said, "I'll show you. I'll perform fellatio on you." It is important to understand that alcohol lowers Mom's inhibitions and she says and does things that she would not normally do. As she approached me to begin the act, she explained that fellatio is oral sex, where one partner stimulates the genitals of the other partner. Now, I have heard of oral sex and know that it is pretty intimate sexual activity, so I immediately told her, "Mom, I think that would be going a little too far. You are my mom and I am your son." But she would have none of it. When Mom gets an idea in her head, it is impossible to purge it out. She sat down beside me where I was lying down, took hold of my underpants and started to pull them down. I immediately stopped her by gripping her hands with mine and explaining that it would be going too far. I told her, Mom, you haven't even seen me naked since I was a child and now you want to do this?? But she adamant and repeated over and over how benign fellatio is and after futile attempts to dissuate her, I took a fateful decision and released her hands. I knew that from this point on by allowing Mom to perform a sex act on me, that our relationship would never be quite as innocent as before. I had this sense of helplessness and foreboding as my mother nonechalantly pulled my underpants down to my ankles and examined my genitals with delight. She immediately kneeled down in front of me and grasped my "balls" tightly in one hand and with her other hand, took my penis and began masturbating it to produce an erection. The stimulation quickly resulted in a full erection and she inserted the tip of my penis into her mouth. She alternated between sucking hard on it and stimulating it my masturbating it with her mouth. After several minutes of this, she tried inserting my penis so deep into her mouth that she almost gagged several times. I must admit that as much as I was reluctant to engage in sexual activity with my mom, it became apparent that I was reaching a sexual high. Whether or not I approved of it, it began to feel really good and I wanted more and more of it. Yes, Mom and I were indeed having sex, albeit, oral sex, and I could not get enough of it. Minutes later, I shouted to Mon, "Mom, I'm c-o-m-i-n-g!". She took my penis in her hands and masturbated it so vigorously that I ejaculated into her hands. The gush of semen into the palm of her hands seemed to be a sexual high for her and she proclaimed, "Oh, I just have performed fellatio on my son and isn't that wonderful!" As I quickly regained my composure and covered myself, Mom just thanked me for allowing her to demonstrate fellatio and assured me that, "It's all right, son."
The following morning, Mom apolgized for being so aggressive last night and made me swear that I wouldn't say a thing about it to my dad. I got the impression that even though she was sober now, that this was NOT an apology for wanting to have oral sex with me and that she really DID want it. I also got the impression that she perceives oral sex as a kind of incest, so she doesn't want others to know about it. Whether or not it is incest doesn't bother me unduly.
Having related this experience to my friends, it was time for all to leave but we made a promise that we would discuss it further the next time we get together. It will be interesting to hear their views on whether or not fellatio with their mother is acceptable conduct.
A Mother's Loving (no pun) Son


