My first sex was with a man but very soon after that with a woman. I told her about having sex with a man and how good it felt, I really enjoyed being penetrated. She suggested, if the man agreed, to have sex with him while she watched and helped.

For the next four years either she or I arranged for men to have sex with me while she was there. Most men were all for it, but all but one was a disappointment. This man knew what to do, to both of us. She was not into men, but he penetrated her too, and she hated it, but he was very good at dominating us. He rewarded me and punished her.

Now I live with him, he doesn't share me any more, and I sort of miss that. But, he decides not me. Sometimes he punishes her for her behavior, and all I get from that is her telling me how she was punished, I just can't watch any more.