I know it is stupid, but I got pregnant horny, I was so desperate to get pregnant I led this guy at work and got pregnant by him. I confessed to him about my real me, and even introduced him to my long term lover. He just dismisses me as having been stupid. I let him have sex with me because I just can't say no to him. I sleep with him. I make the bed, I fix him breakfast. This is not me. He is in love with me, and I'm stuck.

He is my only man, my girlfriend says it will die down once the baby is born, but right now I am playing on his team, not hers. I am more and more confused. But if you put him in a bed and her in a bed I will go to him, every time, because this is the test every might. I haven't been intimate with my girlfriend for the last four months, since I got pregnant. I think I turned over a new leaf.

I don't think about her, I think about him.

I lied, I don't 'let him have sex with me', I have sex with him and he has sex with me. There I said it. I'm in love with him. I have tried to tell my ex-girlfriend that I am no longer have feelings for her, but she wont listen.