Lesbian Female / 26
i am only 26, too young to have to make this choice. i know what i am, that is that i am a lesbian. i am really a very passive lesbian, i have always fallen for real top lesbians, but not butch, to me she has to be beautiful, but top. i am definitely the bottom.
my first real lesbian relationship was with a girl who designed jewelry, she is very good at it and sells real well. i was sixteen at the time and she had her shop and i worked for her at the counter. she had been married to a man before and had a kid, but she found out she was really a lesbian so they got divorced. the thing is she is so beautiful, she is perfect. she is from colombia. she is my idea of a beautiful woman.
later, because she got back with her husband because her daughter was having problems with what she did, i had to go on with my life. i met the second woman, she flew for united and was a perfect ten when she was young. i lived with her for two years, but she started up a relationship with a girl in new york and the idea of being one end of a bookend relationship and the other girl being the other bookend didn't appeal to me. so this time i left.
right now i am with this woman who grew up in colorado, she is an interior designer and has her own business. that is where i met her when i was looking for a job. she is pretty bossy but nice and she has the right look. she introduced me to this man that services her from time to time, that is what she calls it when he comes over and has sex with her. i can either stand by when he takes ahold of her, or do what she wants is for me to join in. she wants me to be serviced too. she is insisting on it.
i have never been with a man. watching her i understand that being serviced (that means that you are getting fucked by a man) can be pleasurable. i just don't know if i want to give it up like that. i came close to trying, actually close enough that he penetrated me, but i pulled away before he could start fucking me. i don't really care if she is with him, whatever floats her boat with respect to that, every other woman i have been with has a man around, including the stewardess, she fucked around a lot when she was younger.
i tasted it, i mean when he penetrated me he penetrated all the way. i got scared so i pulled away. i think i am like all these women i have been with, being with a woman is the right way to live, but getting fucked must feel real good. all this is to say that i have decided to let him, my current girlfriend's man friend, to go all the way with me. i have to know whether i am one of those that swings both ways.
my first real lesbian relationship was with a girl who designed jewelry, she is very good at it and sells real well. i was sixteen at the time and she had her shop and i worked for her at the counter. she had been married to a man before and had a kid, but she found out she was really a lesbian so they got divorced. the thing is she is so beautiful, she is perfect. she is from colombia. she is my idea of a beautiful woman.
later, because she got back with her husband because her daughter was having problems with what she did, i had to go on with my life. i met the second woman, she flew for united and was a perfect ten when she was young. i lived with her for two years, but she started up a relationship with a girl in new york and the idea of being one end of a bookend relationship and the other girl being the other bookend didn't appeal to me. so this time i left.
right now i am with this woman who grew up in colorado, she is an interior designer and has her own business. that is where i met her when i was looking for a job. she is pretty bossy but nice and she has the right look. she introduced me to this man that services her from time to time, that is what she calls it when he comes over and has sex with her. i can either stand by when he takes ahold of her, or do what she wants is for me to join in. she wants me to be serviced too. she is insisting on it.
i have never been with a man. watching her i understand that being serviced (that means that you are getting fucked by a man) can be pleasurable. i just don't know if i want to give it up like that. i came close to trying, actually close enough that he penetrated me, but i pulled away before he could start fucking me. i don't really care if she is with him, whatever floats her boat with respect to that, every other woman i have been with has a man around, including the stewardess, she fucked around a lot when she was younger.
i tasted it, i mean when he penetrated me he penetrated all the way. i got scared so i pulled away. i think i am like all these women i have been with, being with a woman is the right way to live, but getting fucked must feel real good. all this is to say that i have decided to let him, my current girlfriend's man friend, to go all the way with me. i have to know whether i am one of those that swings both ways.
