Am I so wrong, so much of a bad woman if I have sex outside our marriage, but inside our family, If my husband no longer turns me on sexually.
He's put on at least 6 to 8 stone from over eating and constant drinking and has also become so lazy. Almost from the moment we got back from our honeymoon four years ago. Even his family say he's being too reliant on the money I earn to want to sort himself out.
Indeed it was his father Ian I turned to last year to try and make my husband see some sense. Not even that worked, but because of my feelings and total honesty about our non sex life, it lead to my father in law and I having the most passionate of afternoons. It lead the discovery after my first ever anal sex with Ian, that I now sometimes find myself literally begging Ian to fuck me anally.
We don't see any harm in the sex we have on a weekly basis as long as we're both careful, and we are. Ian is widowed and I was sexually starved, so surely we are only doing what any sexually active adults would do.