This is my first confession. Never did one of these before but I don't know how to feel about this coming week. My gay friend is coming over and my girlfriend lives with me. I know he wants me, he's just too shy to admit it. my girlfriend doesn't know that I want him either.

I'm not gonna lie, I do want to bend him over, grab his waist and penetrate him so deep, but I don't want to hurt him. it crossed my mind several times to try and convince my gf to have a threesome with us. im not sure how it would play out if i ever had the courage to do so.

Anyways, back to the main subject. He tells me he loves me as a bro, but i know that he must really want to have sex with me. im not scared to either, i actually do want him to go deep inside me and go for hours, but the questions are how, when, where, and why not right now. sorry if im dragging on, but i just cant get his nice ass, legs, arms and the thought of how big and round his d*ck is off of my mind. if he ask me to suck it, i will with no hesitation, i wonder how good he tastes.

when he does come over to hang out, hopefully he lets me go in deep. i want his ass so bad, no condoms, just flavored lube and that nice amazing ass for hours and hours. i thought it would be really hot to have a threeway with my gf giving me a bj and him behind me, inside me. holding my waist, kissing my neck and just going gentle on me.

maybe this is all just in my imagination, maybe it'll never come true. even just a kiss will make everything better, because i know that kissing leads to touching and touching leads to undressing and after that, i dont even care who's inside of who, as long as he cums on me i'll be just fine.