okay, so this girl i knew since 7th grade, she would always come over and hang out and stuff. she was really cool, it just sucks that she was a drama queen. but anyways, all of 7th grade she'd talk really dirty and tell me how much she craves my body against hers(even though we haven't actually had sex yet).

one day she came over and we played some xbox, watched movies and eventually cuddled. her soft, warm body was so damn sexy, i couldnt help but get rock hard. she got up to changed the movie and soon as she got up i could see her thong and holy sheeet i almost lost my mind lol. but i played it cool and kept calm, and she put on a romance movie of course.

she came and layed next to me and said she was cold. so the blanket came up and her sweater came off. the lights went out and the movie started. we're in my room by the way, and she locked the door when she came over so yeah, i knew what she was "craving" to do *wink wink lol.

but anyways as the movie goes on, we tend to get more cozy. more close and comfortable, she tells me im her bestfriend and she would do anything for me. and of course me being a flirty guy, i went and said "well you never finished what you said at school". she asked me what i meant and i told her that my body is finally against hers, she blushed so cute and got just quiet.

i dont know why but her girly side just turns me on so much. but then she said "well now i got what i want, but now what do you want?". i just couldnt help myself and i told her that i want her lips against mine. she was nervous but she leaned in and started kissing my neck.

i rubbed her back and slowly moved my hand downward and massaged her ass and she said its all mine. i turned off the tv and kissed her stomach till i reached her pants. she unbuttoned them and let me pull them off. but then my heaven and dreams came to a screeching stop when she asked if i had any condoms...

i told her no and she said its ok just lick it. thank god she didnt stop at the condom question, or maybe im just too sexay;) but anyways i loved going down on her. her soft thighs pressed against my head and neck and just turned me on more. i grabbed her ass with both hands and pulled her closer. when she moaned i thought my dad would come banging at the door.

after she came, she said that she never thought friends could do that. i asked her if she wanted me to walk her home but she said "oh no, baby boy, we're not done here". she layed me down and pulled down my pants. didnt go as long as long as i did she made it up to me. she told me to put it in, but i said i dont have any condoms.

she looked at me and said yeah i know, and winked. she turned around and bent over and said "be gentle". oh my god i almost came at the thought of it alone. so i slowly put it in and she moaned and covered her mouth. i asked if i should take it out but she said no, keep going.

went on for maybe an hour, the whole time i held her waist and she would hold one of my hands while the other grasped the sheets. i told her i loved her and she said she loves me to but loves my dick more. then 7pm rolls around the corner and my dad gets home and we rushed to get dressed. as we leave and i walk her home she was walking with a little limp and the whole time i felt so bad.

she said it was worth it, most girls tell me it hurts but she said she just relaxed and enjoyed it. the next day at school she told me she wanted to come over again, and that she has condoms. im not gonna lie i fuckin love that girl lol. she was like a cute little fan girl, obsessed with me in gym class like i was her hero.

i dated her for a long, long time. our break up was devastating. made me sad and cry for her because she was too good to be true. i just had to share my story of my first love, especially when she messaged me on facebook, asking if i ever think about our first time.

well wish me luck, because im going to ask if she wants to come over and "watch movies".