This is about going through puberty. At the time I had a friend who's parents owned a farm. I was smallish for my age, skinny and without any evidence of masculine hair. My dick was small and bald, but I was already having hard ons at night. When my dick got hard it hurt, the head would get swollen and red.

My friend who was a year older than me had pubes and his dick had begun to take the shape of man's. When we went to his farm we shared a room, and at night after everyone was out he would come over and get in bed with me. I knew what he was going to do, so I just pushed my pajamas down, get on my stomach and he would get on top of me and he would dry hump me with his dick between my cheeks until he came all over my back. During the dry humping I would open my legs and lift my but so his dick rubbed against my asshole.

At various times he would rub his dick head against my asshole, which I would beg him not to stop. We tried penetration several times but without any form of lube we were unable to get even the head in. He would fuck on me and as I was laying naked face down the movements got me humping the mattress and I would get the god awful hard ons. My dick hurt so bad, I couldn't make myself cum, and I felt like I had to take the worse pee in the world. I would start grabbing it and pulling on it, and more than once he would turn me over and just take my dick in his mouth and suck on it real hard. At the time he could get my whole dick in his mouth.

One day, he was sucking on me hard while I had a ball point pen in my ass, and I felt like I was going to pee, I just couldn't hold it, and I started to let go in his mouth, I thought I was peeing, but it was cum. He was mad at first when he thought I peed in his mouth, but when he saw it was cum he laughed and kidded me for making me cum.

After than I came more often, both on the mattress when he was humping me and in his mouth when he was sucking me. He got he biggest kick out of sucking the cum out of me and watching my little dick spit it out. Usually, after he made me cum, I would get on my stomach and he would dry hump me until he came all over my back.

One day he asked me to suck his dick. I wasn't scared of it or put off by it, I went for it. I sucked him often after that, but I could never get him to cum that way, so we did it the way we always did, I would lay down on my stomach and he would get on my back and lay his dick between my open cheeks and start to hump me, while I rubbed myself against the sheets.

Life was good. As time passed I went through puberty and I got a bigger dick and we would suck each other, he could make me cum, but I couldn't make him cum. By then when I came he wouldn't remove his mouth, he just swallowed down what he could. We had started to experiment and he would hump me on my back between my legs and cum on my stomach, which I would then pick up with my finger and eat. We were more than just mates.

We were out at the farm and we were alone as his father had to go back to town. We scrounged around and found this cream of his mothers in her dresser, and we looked at each other and went straight back to the room, and my ass was bare so fast he hadn't even had a chance to get his dick hard. He put the cream on his dick after it got hard, and I asked him to put cream on my hole, and I discovered a whole new area of pleasure. His ginger rubbing the cream on me was better than anything we had tried before. Then I felt him put his dick against my hole, and I told him to go ahead and do it. I won't say it was easy, it wasn't easy, but he got his dick in me, and slowly pushed it in all the way. I was fifteen and I had just gone to nirvana.

We had learned to fuck. The circle was complete. From them on after we sucked each other we would fuck. While he fucked me I would try to masturbate, and as often as not I would cum. Bur really, all I wanted was to be fucked. While he was fucking me I was complete, if he had to suck me afterwards to make me cum, that was afterwards. We would lay in bed and I would push my butt up tight against him until I could feel his hard dick, and his dick got harder and harder until he couldn't take it any more and then he would slide it in, inch by inch, stroke by stroke, until he had me totally fucked and then we would rock back and forth feeling his dick with every movement, trying as hard as we could to keep him from cumming, but eventually he had to cum and it was over and we would sleep.

My mate and I had it good for a good long time, until we got passed school and we had to go our separate way. He was first to find a boy he liked and he told me he just had to fuck him, and I eventually found a man at the college who took an interest in me and I became his fuck boy. Nirvana is still the feeling of being filled up and held down and fucked. Nothing can compare, but that first time I went to Nirvana is still my best overall memory.

Too bad you have to grow up.