Since my divorce about 10 years ago I haven't had any time for a social life. I have to work too much to recoup the money that I used to paid off the EX . So needless to say I haven't had any physical contact with the opposite sex or for that matter the same sex. These days I spend a great deal of time online viewing pictures of naked women which sometimes include naked men. After a while I started to notice that certain penises were becoming appealing to me. The ones that appeal to me are the slender, circumcised penises of average length that are straight or slightly curved upward. I find these particular penises (using the masculine adjective) very handsome and arousing. Naturally while viewing all these photos of naked women and penis photos I get very aroused and subsequently end up masturbating to orgasm. At first I would wonder what it would be like to actually stroke another man's penis. This evolved into wondering what it would be like to suck another man's penis and then evolved into wondering what it would be like to have another man actually cum in my mouth. I have a very vivid imagination so I graduated from wondering to actually fantasizing what it would be like to stroke a flaccid penis to erection and the subsequently suck it to orgasm and have it gush warm semen into my mouth. Having played with my cock since adolescence I have a fairly good grasp of how the male orgasm happens and how a penis reacts during orgasm. So I "plugged" all this information and experience into my psyche. The next time I masturbated I teased myself incessantly and "edged' for hours. The more times I came close to orgasm the more I started fantasizing about having a hard cock in my mouth. I envisioned slowly sling my mouth up and down on his rigid shaft, dragging my tongue on the underside as I bobbed up and down. Occasionally letting it slip from my lips and slowly circling his swollen head with my tongue. Sticking out my tongue I would lick his shaft from the base to the head and back down again. Once again I would slip my mouth over the head and slowly slide it in and out of my mouth. Eventually I would begin feeling his cock get extremely hot and rock hard. After a few minutes his body would begin to tense up and his cock would twitch slightly. At this point I would grab his cock at the base, hold it steady and gently stroke it while holding the head and upper portion of his shaft between my lips. All of a sudden his body would become rigid, his cock would begin to pulsate and jerk uncontrollably and his hot, salty semen would gush into my mouth and over my tongue. Having never had a cock explode in my mouth I would gag slightly as I gulped down his slimy sperm.
This fantasy has never come to fruition, but I really want to try this and see how it feels.