I never said anything about my cousin Kathy touching my dick. I was 13 and that sort of thing was just to embarrassing to tell anyone. I used to play with her and her girlfriends because there were few boys my age in the neighborhood. I remember she was 15, bigger and stronger than I was and always beat me at wrestling. It was also and excuse to touch my dick. The fact that she would touched me there wasn't really shameful, it was having her hand on my hard dick and telling her girlfriends about it what embarrassed me. Erections used to embarrass the hell out of me and wearing elastic band shorts didn't make it any less embarrassing. One day she pinned me down, slipped her hand down the font of my shorts, under my underwear and almost died when I felt her hand rapped around my hard dick. I remember getting my pants and underwear pulled off while Kathy sat on my chest covering my mouth with one and squeezing and stroking my dick with the other. "I think he likes it" as she stroked it to the point of sliding my foreskin completely down. It was so embarrassing hearing her horny friends looking at my pee hole while watching Kathy jerking it up and down. I was so shocked and embarrassed even if I could have done something about it, it would having useless. I was half naked with my dick stuck up in the air and nothing to stop them from watching, touching and having fun doing it. I guess it was the firsts sexual experience for all of us and hard to pass up. As for me, I guess it was embarrassing, humiliating and pleasurable all rolled into one.