So i just want to share my real expirence with my mother with you. Im from germany, and my english isnt good so i hope you can still read the story, and dont flame me for my english.

I guess it happened about 13 Years ago, i was in my room already trying to sleep, while my family (two sisters, my mother and my dad) where in the living room watching TV. I was close to fall asleep but then my mother came in, she just came to my bed and layd down next to me, i was confused and asked what she wants. She just said that she wants to cuddle. I didnt mind, so we cuddled in spooning position. After some time, she took my Hand and guided it to her body. I felt something squishie soft, and didnt know what it was. So i asked her, she said that i should guess, i told her that its maybe her tummi. She laughed and said "no". Then we just laid there some time more, i still didnt know for sure what it was, but she took my hand again and made me massage her. Now i know it was her breast. Buit the story goes on, after a while she turned around, faced me and started to kiss me, first like a mother would do it normaly, but soon we kissed with tounge.

Then she laid on her back, and just positioned me on top of her, i massaged her breast and we kissed some more, soon she was reaching for my cock. She said that she wanted to have sex with me, i was young but i knew what sex was, i was realy unsecure and told her that i dont even know how to do it, and what if we get caught? She told me that i dont need to worry, and she will teach me everything but its up to me if i want to.

I thought about it for an eternety... Then i told her i dont want it... She said "ok maybe im just drunk" (im pretty sure she wasnt drunk) I was just a young boy, and i was realy afraid how it could change our relationship. Still this is an dececion i regret to this day.


But this isnt the end folks.

Years later, i told her about it, and that i regret my decesion. I think i was 18 at the time. She said that she doesnt even remember it, and if im sure that i want to do it, its illegal and stuff. Basicly she acted like she was disgusted by the thought about i****t. But i told her that i realy want to, and after some time, she agreed. We did go to her bedroom (by this time my dad and mom where diforced, my oldest sister lifed alone, and the younger one was in the room next door). And we had sex, it was my first time, and i dont regret it. After i did cum she even got on top of me and tried cowgirl position. But i couldnt get it hard again (Life is just not always as good as the fantasy). I told her that i should go now and she agreed.

I tried to do it again with her some months later, but she didnt want to, she said it was a one time thing and it will never happen again.



Still i often think about it, and ask myself the question how it would have been if i didnt decide to say no when i was young.

But i also think, that honestly even if my mum acts like she dosnt remember anything, she does. But for her it was never about i****t, or about me, it was because i was a young boy, and i think that was the reason why she tried to do it with me in the first place. I remember times, when i was even younger when she kissed me with tounge, or touched me.

Im not mad at her for anything, im mad at myself that i was a stupid boy who didnt took the opportunity when he had it and didnt understand what was going on.


Well thats what happened to me, hope you enjoyd it or whatever.