Most of my friends are the same. They all do what everyone thinks they should, and they all act perfect. Except in private, they do crazy stuff. But what's funny, their crazy stuff always involve smoking weed and doing guys their own age. I tried to tell one of my friends about experimenting with someone a lot older, and she got grossed out and said some nasty stuff. I learned to not talk about it, because that's not crazy to them. That's just gross. But to me, it's not. I use Omegle a lot, and Chat Roulette a lot. I think it's awesome, because I get turned on and horny and I want to do stuff, but I'm not gonna just go have sex with some random guy, not knowing where he's been or what he's done. I'm not innocent, and I've done a lot for my age. I'm not 18, but I like using this site to read others stuff, and to see what kinds of things people do. I guess it makes me feel less weird.

Last week, I was on Omegle, and I was fooling around with a guy, and it kept going and going. I did something I'd never done, and told him I wanted to see a face. We were almost naked. I've been on there before with nothing on, and since nobody can see who I am, I don't really care. It's a turn on seeing people do what they do, and getting off and stuff, and not letting them see my face. A lot of people have let me see their faces, and it's pretty cool. But last week was different. I got on there, was talking to this guy, and he admitted he was older, divorced, and he just gets horny, so he does dirty stuff at night like that. I thought it was kind of hot, just showing off to some older dude. And I got curious, so I told him I'd show him everything if he showed me his face. And I told him I'd show him my face too. I dunno, I guess I wasn't too scared, because it's not like I'd figure out that it was someone I knew, or if it was, it's not like they're gonna say anything about me using a chat room, because if they are older, and they are on there, I'm sure they don't want me to say anything. But I freaked out, when I took off my underwear and then my bra. I was looking at this guy, who was really hard, he'd shown me his stuff, and then I got him to show me his face. I found out that it was my uncle. Seriously, I never knew that he was into dirty stuff like that. But he ended up sitting there, and showing me it all. And I kept talking to him. Yeah, I know it's really gross. We were naked and stuff, and I watched him jerk it. It was pretty hot though, seeing him and watching his face you know, when he was squirting. And I guess it was kinda weird, showing off everything to my uncle, letting him watch me there, doing stuff to myself and watching me naked. It was kind of perverted and nasty when I was gonna sign off, because I told him kind of joking but kinda serious that I'd do him if he ever would let me. He looked like he'd shit or something and I clicked off.

Well, last night, I was on there again, and I get a text message. And it's my uncle. He said hi. Wanted to find out what I was doing. Nah, it's not really weird. We text off and on anyhow, and usually that's how I keep in touch with relatives and stuff. But like 5 minutes into it, he says to me uh, are you gonna you know, like be online? I knew what he was talking about. I said yeah. And he didn't respond for a second. And then I texted back why. And he responded and said he was wondering if I was gonna do the stuff I did last time. I messaged back and said I wasn't sure, but I'd do it if he'd be online. I didn't get an answer back for a minute or two. So I texted him back and said never mind. And he texted back and said it was OK. He was alone, the kids were gone, and it would be fun. I dunno why I did it, but I texted back and told him if he wanted, I'd tell my mom I was spending the night at a friends, and that I was gonna walk down there. There are a couple of my friends in the neighborhood, I knew I could get to cover for me. He didn't respond. And then he did, and said OK. I should come down to hang out and stuff. I called my friend Tess, and told her I was gonna go hang out somewhere my mom wouldn't like, and she said she'd cover if anyone asked. I'd done it before, leaving 7-8 or so, and walking a bit to get where I went.

Well, this time I went down to my uncle's house, who lives about 3 blocks from us in the same area. I went over, and knocked on the door. It was kind of awkward at first, when he hugged me, and said hi. We were talking when I went in. I saw he was making some food, and I was hungry. We ended up eating pizza. And while we're talking, he asked me about Omegle the other day. I just said I dunno, I like fooling around, because nobody knows me, and I can kinda show and do what I want. I asked him if he used it a lot, and he said no. He'd just gotten onto it a few months ago, but just usually watches people and stuff. I dunno why, but I got kind of turned on thinking about him. He's good looking and all, and he's funny and we get along real good. I asked him if he'd ever jerked it for someone before. He kind of laughed and said yeah. And said he was freaking out and scared because he's never shown his face, and he's old and all, and he didn't want to creep someone out if they knew him or something. I just told him well I knew you, and I didn't get creeped out. He kind of looked at me and asked me, you really didn't? I said no. I thought I guess it was kind of hot, because I'd never done that with an older dude, and well, it's kind of freaky to know it was someone I knew. He got kind of quiet, so I asked him if it was OK. He said yeah, he just guessed I never knew that you'd be into that. I just shrugged and said well I'm not innocent. I mean, I've fooled around, had sex a few times, done online cam stuff and all, and I guess everyone my age does different stuff. He looked at me kinda weird and said you've had sex? I laughed and said yeah. Like four times. And I kissed a couple of girls. He asked me how it was, and I was honest, and told him it was really kinda good. I said the sex was just OK, but I guess it's because the guys weren't real old, and hadn't done much.

We were sitting there talking at the table, and I dunno, I saw him looking at me. And I just asked him if he liked what he saw when I was on cam. He smiled and said yeah. Of course. He said to me kinda laughing I never saw you like that before, but yeah, I thought it was really sexy. You looked real good. I meant what I said. And I guess I dunno I was curious, so I asked him if he'd wanna see me up close and like in person. He looked at me and said you mean right here? I shrugged and said well yes, I mean, you said you really liked it, so I guess I'm curious if you know, you asked me over here for that. He said no. He just wanted to hang out, was bored at home, figure I'd come chill, we'd watch a movie like we have or something. And I said ok. And he kinda looked at me and said well, I won't lie, I mean, it was really sexy, so I guess you know, you can if you want, show me or something. Or not.

I just stood up and said yeah. I asked him what he thought, and I pulled off my top and like unzipped and unbuttoned my pants. He sat there at the table and looked at me, and said uh wow, I wasn't expecting you to just like take stuff off here. He laughed and said well thanks. I mean, you are sexy. I won't lie. I dunno why I did it again, but I just kinda smiled and said well, it's almost like an Omegle chat, except in real person, so you can show if you wanna. And he says right here? I said well I guess unless you don't wanna. He said no, I mean, it's OK, but you know, it might not be like I was the other night online. And I said what do you mean? He just kinda shrugged and said well, uh, I'm not you know, hard and stuff like you saw me. I just looked at him and said well I dunno, I mean, I don't know what would take to get you there, but it's OK. I just looked at him. He was sitting at the table, staring at me kinda, looking at my boobs, so I unsnapped my bra and took it off. He just stared and said oh my god. I said what? And he said you look fucking amazing. I just kinda laughed and said well, you saw me online the other day. And he said yes, but not you know like in person. I said well is it different? And he said yes. He got all red in the face, and said well, it's a lot different, because you're you know, right here. But uh, we should stop. Because I'm getting thoughts I shouldn't have. I looked at him and said what do you mean? Thoughts you shouldn't have? And he said nevermind. I said no. You can't say that. You started it, so you gotta finish what you were saying. And he looked at me and said well, it's gross and stuff, but you asked for truth, so I got to thinking about you naked and stuff, and like I guess you know, doing stuff with you. I was really shocked. He'd never said a word like that to me before. Never talked to me dirty before, never even gave me an interest. I just stood there and said really? And he said yes. He said sorry, he felt like a dirty old man. He said he felt like a weirdo, and I just laughed and said no. You aren't a weirdo. I mean, you're older and all that, but I don't know, it's not like super gross, because you're not like my brother or something. He laughed and said no, that would be nasty. He said well, thanks for not being weird or going crazy. I just said it's OK. I walked up near him, and stood near him. He was kind of awkward, right near my boobs, and I looked at him and said well, I've never thought about it like this, you know, but I mean, if you wanted to. I'd wonder what it'd be like, you know, with I guess someone older, and because you're like cute and all. He just sat there and said no. He said you aren't old enough. I just shrugged and said well, it's not like I haven't done stuff already, but it's OK. I went to move back, and he reached up to touch me, and had his hands on my arms. He kind of pulled me near him, and didn't like say anything. Until his hands were on my boobs. It felt really nice. I'm not gonna lie. He was pushing his hands on them, and I felt him rubbing his fingers around my nipples. I got really excited. I know it's kind of nasty sounding, but he was touching me really soft. He just sat there staring at me, and didn't say anything. He just kept touching. I stood there looking at him, and while he was sitting in the chair, he moved back to get some room. I sat down across on his lap, and I felt him poke me against my underwear. He still had his hands on me, and was touching and stuff. And he looked at me and I don't know why I did it, but I kissed him.

I just kinda kissed him and jerked back. He sat there with his face all red, and his mouth open, kind of shocked, and said wow. I said what? And he said I dunno, I feel gross and nasty, but I liked it. That felt real nice. You have soft lips. So I dunno I just did it again. I said well, why don't I do that again? I liked it kinda too. And I kissed him again. We started kissing with me sitting on his lap, and he was poking me. I felt him open his mouth, and he put his tongue in my mouth, and was moving his hands around my boobs and around my stomach and stuff. He started rubbing my stomach, and he started touching me around my hips. It felt really good, and I felt myself getting really really horny and turned on. I moved a bit, because it started to hurt my hips, and as I got up, he waled up against me, put his arms around me, and kissed me super hard. It felt nice, I won't lie. And he ended up pushing me up against the wall. He reached down and pulled down my underwear, and he said oh my god, you look so much sexier in person than you do on cam. You look amazing. Just kind of stood there and I kinda laughed. I said well now you gotta show too, if we're like doing stuff like the other night. He reached down and pulled off his shorts and boxers, and I saw it. His dick was huge. It was standing straight out. I looked. He didn't say anything for a second, and I said well that's what it looked like on cam the other day. Except, uh, yeah, in person, a lot bigger. He just laughed and said well thanks I think.

We were standing there, and he had his hands down near my hips and my legs. He was kind of touching me, and said well, I don't know what you wanna do now. I didn't know how to say it. I just said, well whatever you wanna do. And he said that he wanted to do some things if I was OK with him and I you know, kinda messing around. I wanted to know what it was like, so I said yeah. He said that we should go like down the hall to the room, so I said OK. I followed him down the hall, and I went into his room behind him. He left the door open, and we started kissing against the bed. I felt him poke me. I kind of laughed and said you're poking me. He just stuttered and said sorry. So I asked him. I said do you do this a lot. And he said do what? I said like this. You know with girls. And he said no. He said the last time he was with someone was about three months ago, a friend of his he'd fooled around with and stuff, but wasn't dating. I asked him how it was. He said it was pretty OK. He said they did it a few times off and on, but he didn't want anything real serious. I just said oh, a fuck buddy. He laughed and said yeah, you sure are smart. I just laughed and said well yeah, I've known about this stuff, and I've seen it and heard it. He asked me if I'd ever had a fuck buddy. I told him one guy I'd been with a few times, not dating, was kinda like that, but it was done and over, and it was OK because the guy was kind of a jerk. And my uncle says to me, well, I'd never be a jerk. I dunno why I said it, but I just looked at him and said well you aren't being a jerk to me. But I guess you know, show me how you'd be with me? And he said show you how like what? I just shrugged and said I don't know, Like whatever you and your friend did. He looked at me, and said no. He said I can't do all of that with you, because well, I just can't. You're like my niece, and you know, well I can't. I guess I wanted him to bad enough because I walked up against him and touched him. I felt him jerk back a bit, and I did it again. I pushed my boobs up against him, and we kissed again. And I think it changed his mind, because we ended up on his bed. He started using his fingers on me, rubbing me, rubbing my boobs, and kissing on my body. He didn't say much of anything, until he was touching me, and fingering me, and I heard him say I never thought I'd see it where this would happen. I feel kind of like a dirty freak. I don't mean to sound gross. I just laughed and said it was OK. It felt nice. And as long as it felt nice, well, it was OK. He kept doing it, and I came. It just happened. He was touching me down there, rubbing on me, and I started cumming. I started shaking and making a lot of noise, and I felt him rubbing faster. He kept going and going. And I was all soaking wet. I just laid there and he didn't say anything. Until he said he wanted to do something else. I said yes. I liked what he'd done so far. And like a minute later, I felt him move my legs part. I got kind of scared, not sure if he was going to have sex with me or not. I dunno, I guess I'd figured whatever would happen when I went over. But I didn't think all of this.

I was laying there and I felt him touching me down there. And I heard him say this is going to be really amazing. I really wanna do this. And then I felt his mouth down there. I jerked. And he asked me if I was OK. I said yes. I said it just felt really good and like nobody had done that before. He stopped, and looked up. I looked at him. And he said nobody? I said no. A guy had never done that before. Like ever. He smiled and said well, then I'll be the first one. And he did it again. He touched me like three times with his mouth, and I came again. Really bad. I was shaking and pushing. He had his hands on my legs, pushing me down, and kept using his mouth and I was freaking out so bad, gasping and breathing really heavy, because I'd never gone off like that. Not ever. When he finally finished, I couldn't do anything else. Nothing. I just laid there. He kind of crawled up, and laid next to me and asked me how it felt. I said it was amazing and awesome. He smiled and said good. I was just laying there. And he said well this has been amazing and like incredible. I didn't know what he would say, but I just looked at him and said well you can have sex with me now. He stopped, his face got all super red, and he said what? I said well you know, you can if you wanna. I mean, it's OK. We've done like everything else. I'm not kidding, so it's like really OK. I mean, if you don't want to, I get it. But I mean, I want to. He looked at me and said you want me to? You want to have sex with me? I just shrugged and said well I feel kinda bad for saying it, because yes, I mean, you're my uncle and all, but good lord, all the stuff you've like done with me and all, and you've made me feel amazing. So I guess you know, I wanna know if it's really good, because the guys I've been with, well they haven't been. He just kind of laid there. He said well I wanna. But you know, I' m not sure if it's safe. And if it's a good idea. I just shrugged and said I'd been on the pill for almost two years. And only one guy had ever accidentally gone off down there, and nothing happened. He said nothing? I said no. Nothing. I know I've been tested and all, so like nothing. And he said well, I don't you know, use protection, because the girls I've been with, well we talk about it, and stuff, and I know I'm clean. I just shrugged and said well it's OK. I mean, I'm not gonna be scared or anything. I won't. I mean, we can make sure if you wanna, like go get some protection or something. But if you don't want to, well, I understand too.

He didn't say anything for a second. He looked at me and said are you sure? I said yes and said well it's up to you you know, because if you don't wanna, well we won't. And he smiled and said oh believe me, after seeing you on cam, I thought about it. And yeah, I mean, I wanted to. But felt gross and dirty. I just said well don't. I mean, we've done what we have tonight, so I guess you know, it's not like we haven't ever done anything. He just looked at me, and didn't say anything. He moved over next to me, and I was on my back. I felt him move my legs. I got kind of scared, because he's bigger, and he's older and all, and I guess because a guy hadn't done this kind of stuff before. Well, when I was laying there, I felt him move between me. And he didn't say anything for a second. I felt it then. He touched me. And I felt it going in. Slow. And he was looking at me, and kept saying are you sure? It's OK? I said yeah, if it wasn't sure, and I didn't want to, I wouldn't. And he slid farther. I felt it go inside me even more. And then slower. He kept pushing a little more. He kept looking at me, and then he pushed farther. It was really big. I felt it go all the way in. And then he was laying on top of me. He asked me how it felt. I told him the truth, really big, but he felt really nice, and I think because a guy hadn't ever been that soft with me. He just said well, he wouldn't ever do something that I didn't want. And he wouldn't be mean or treat me bad. He kept moving. He was looking at me, and I felt it between my legs. I felt it pulling out a little, and then going farther in. And then he got me to cum again. I felt it. He said what's the matter??? I said nothing like really quick, and I knew he felt it. Because he went OH really quick and loud. And I started cumming. He was inside me, and started moving. Oh God it was so hard. I felt it just like making me all wet, I kept going and going, and felt like I couldn't stop. He stopped moving when I did, and laid there for a second. I just said holy crap. And he smiled and said wow.

When he started moving again really slow, he was going at it for a little bit. It felt really amazing. He didn't say much until he asked me how it felt. I told him it was really awesome. And I liked how it felt down there. And I looked at him. He asked if I was OK, and I just said real quick yes, I'm gonna go off again. And he asked me if he could do it with me. I said what? Like for real? And he said yes, if you'd be ok with that? I mean, if you'll let me do it? I really wanted him to. I said yes. He was pushing slower, and I felt it going. And I came again. Started real quick, and then it kept going. I was watching him, while I was doing it, and I saw his face, and he said oh my god, I'm going to do it. Oh my god, I'm going to do it. I felt him get huge, and felt it squirting out. It was gushing. Really warm and in squirts. I could feel it. He kept going and going. I felt him going in me deep, and pushing really hard. I saw his face all crunched up. And then he just stopped and went oh my god. He was kind of on top of me, laying there and he kept saying oh my god, you are amazing. You are amazing. It was kidn of awesome. We laid there for a second, and then got up and went into the other room. Walked down the hall to the bathroom, and were standing there kinda cleaning up. We talked a bit, and he kept asking me, am I sure that was OK. I told him honest, that was amazing. I said he was really awesome. It felt really good, and he did more to me than anyone had, and made me feel more than anyone else had, and it was the best yet. He smiled and said really? I said yes. You honestly are the best I've done anything with. I dunno why I said it, but I asked him if he'd do it again. And he said what? I said this. And he said you mean this, like all of it? I smiled and said well yeah. I mean, if you'd wanna do it. I won't tell anyone, and like I'd do whatever I could to hide it. He just said we'd have to be really careful, because he'd get busted if anyone found out. And he said yeah. He said he'd do it.

I ended up staying that night. I was there all night, and slept in the spare bedroom. When I woke up, I got around, we got breakfast and stuff, and were sitting at the table eating and talking. It was weird at first, and then not really bad. But I liked the fact he was so nice to me. And he says to me after breakfast, well, before you head home, you know, I don't know when you'll come back over again. I laughed and said as soon as I could get away with it, and nobody would say anything, especially my mom (who is his sister). He just laughed and said uh yeah, well definitely her. And he was there getting up. When I got up, he walked up near me, and said "uh, can I ask you something?" I said sure. And he asked me if I wanted to do it again. I said well sure. And he said no. I mean, like before you go home. I said right now? And he said well um sure, I mean, if you wanna. I did. I'd never done it twice with a guy like the same day or next day. So I said yeah.

It was really different, doing it with the same guy like that. We ended up doing it on the dining room carpet. It went on for a long time, just some different stuff, and like when he went off, he was on top of me again. I watched his face, and saw what he looked like, and felt him go off again in me. It was really amazing. I kind of freaked out later, thinking about all of the stuff that happened, but it's not like I can change it now. He texted me today, to say hi, and ask how I was doing. We texted back and forth, and it was really cool, because he acted like I was normal, and it wasn't anything stupid.

And yes, I wanna do that stuff with him again. I don't care if he's my uncle. It was really amaazing. Aguy hasn't ever done that before, and he wasn't a total asshole towards me, and he knew what he was doing. It felt really good. I guess if I'm a whore or slut or something, whatever, but I liked it, and he did, so I think it's good.