I cheated on my husband once and it was all the way back in high school. We dated since 8th grade. All through college and were married at 24 and its been great.

But once during April of our senior year, we were drinking at a golf course which was one of the big party spots. The cops came and everyone ran. I lost sight of my boyfriend and ended up hiding behind this wall thing with some guy from the next town over. It was just us, no one else was around. The cops were floating around with spotlights searching for people so we stayed there lying down. He was beautiful. I was drunk and horny and we were holding each other and started making out. I didn't even think of my boyfriend at all. I was all over this kid and he was all over me. I undid his pants and he undid mine. We ended up fucking right there behind that old dirty wall. Thank god I was on the pill. We were together there for about two hours. I had to walk home. I got in trouble with my mother and my boyfriend who I had to lie to about getting lost and having to hide because the cops were right where I was hiding for so long.

To this day he has no idea I had sex with another guy. I never even learned his name and he never learned mine but I can still see what he looked like as clear as day. I fantasize about him when I'm with my husband from time to time. My husband and I live near that golf course now and often walk the paths one of which goes right by that old wall. One time when I was walking there by myself I walked over to look behind it. It's just a dirty old spot where they used to dump stuff but to look at it brought back such sweet memories. Sigh.