I come from a well to do, upper class family that completely disowned me a few years ago when I chose to be with a black man that was older than me. It still bugs me but I love my man. He was my first ever and at the same time he opened me up to a whole world of sexuality. I don't mean that to sound like we indulge in crazy group sex or anything like that but I admit that I gave myself to him completely in every way. I'm a slightly nerdy white girl, 100 pounds, 5'2, very thin with a small B cup so nothing great and he's 6'5, average build, with an enormous cock that I love. It's more thick than long, probably about 7 inches, maybe, if I had to guess. I'm sorry if that's TMI but I just love his cock. When he's in me I feel so full and complete. We met at a party and he pretty much just made me his that night, though we didn't sleep together then, just made out and he introduced me to giving head, which I now love to do for him whenever, nearly daily. It was nearly 4 months before I finally gave him my V card. I just wanted to be sure I gave it up to someone I loved, you know? But my family wanted me to go to college (which I do, just I didn't go directly to some university, so I guess I'm wasting my potential or something) and we live together in his place for a couple years now. I let him have me however he wants every day and he tells me all the time I'm the tightest piece of ass he's ever been with and the only girl he ever needs. Unfortunately I haven't been able to give him a child though we've never used condoms and I've never been on birth control but I'm sure in time that'll work itself out. I just wish my family could accept him as he works to support us and he makes me happy. He doesn't hurt me. I mean, he gets a little rough in the bedroom sometimes when he's really turned on but nothing that I don't let him do. And since I let him have his way with me as long as he's happy that means I don't really object to anything. I don't know how much I should say here but there are stories to tell, I guess. I just wish I didn't have to be estranged from my family but I don't want to give my man up either. Life's a bitch, you know?