I was not innocent when I lost my virginity. I was very familiar with a penis, and I had jerked him off many times. I held the penis up with my hand and lowered myself on it. The feeling of his penis entering me was very good, perhaps the best time for me. Later I took it on my back, but the first time was sitting on it and taking it in. I was very young.

It was only after I had taken a penis inside of me that I started to give head. I just never got anything out of giving head, for me it is a bore, so I don't do it (except when I am begged to do it, for him, not for me).

I took it up the ass one time, because I wanted to see what the hell it was all about. Again, I tried it, I didn't think it was anything I wanted to do again, and I don't, not even for him.

Bottom line, I am not an innocent party to any of this, I want and I get intercourse. I enjoy, I really do enjoy having a penis inside of me. I enjoy, and I mean I really enjoy when he cums inside of me. Not that I feel it that much, but I know when he is ejaculating and it makes me feel good that he does.

I like being naked. I always have, even when I was a kid, I would stay naked after my shower and dance by myself. When I got older and developed, I would spend time in front of the mirror, posing this way and that. I like my body, I think it is very feminine and sensual. I like being naked for him.

I am not much of an exhibitionist, I don't for example spread myself open so he can see all the way inside of me, but I do enjoy that he likes to see my slit, and he likes me to trim down my pubes with scissors, so that there is a little bit of hair covering my lips. He does not like me totally shaved bald, he likes a hint of hair. I have come to like myself like that too, it makes me feel sexy for him.

I like to cook for him. Just something about cooking for him, and watching him eat what I cook.

I like to wear dresses for him, he likes me in a dress or a skirt, I guess I have nice legs and he likes to see them. I find that I dress for him a lot, I like being told that I look nice in what I wear.

I like looking at the ring on my finger. It reminds me of who I am.

My next project is getting pregnant. I am working on that right now. It is really a weird feeling, to lay back and have him just get inside of you and ejaculate his cum knowing that you are going to spend the next nine months making his baby. In a special sort of way, it is a turn on. Not sexually, not like that, but emotionally. I have spent so much time making sure I did not get pregnant, that 'trying' is a new experience. I want to be pregnant for him.

So, all in all, I guess I am not that much different than others, except that I have only been with him. He has told me many times that he really likes knowing that I was a virgin for him and that I have never been fouled by another man. That makes me feel good.