I am going to post this because I posted something last night, and someone left a comment on there asking me. I do not email or private message anyone anything. When I post on here, I am able to keep it as anonymous as possible, so I will respond to what he asked.

My step dad and I had sex the other day. It was not the first time, nor will it be the last time. My mom treats him like shit. He's stayed for the kids. I know that. He's as much as told me that straight out. He simply does not want to fight with her, so he puts up with it. They rarely see each other, so it works out well. And honestly, I do not feel guilty for what I've done, because he treats me nice, we do things together socially with my friends and my siblings, and sometimes we just talk. It's that simple. He knows it's not real easy to just leave, and I respect what he does. He's even told me that on occasion he "might" have sex with my mom, but it's over as soon as she gets what she wants, and he just goes through the motions. I feel bad for him, but I get why he does it. And when I read comments on other stories about people fucking their relatives and stuff, and some idiot comments it's a lie, or "all the same stuff written" or whatever, well they haven't gone through it. They haven't seen it. They haven't done it. But it does happen. I know this. Because I've done it.

To answer the questions that a person posted on my other writing, I will say this. I was going honestly to lose my virginity to my step dad when I was 13. He had seen me half dressed a couple of times. I felt creepy at first, and then I realized all he was doing was looking at me. I talked to a friend who said that she knew others who did it, and it's a normal guy thing. So when my step dad would stare at me time to time, I'd just know it wasn't anything mean, nasty or gross. He was just being a guy. And as I got more comfortable around him, I knew that he liked looking at me. And it felt good knowing I guess that someone thought I was worth looking at. So I didn't really try to avoid it. One night, I was part way dressed when he walked into the bathroom not knowing I was in there. We often left the door part way open, but not closed, so he might have thought it was empty. I was wearing just underwear and a bra, and he stood there staring at me. I don't know why I did it, but I asked why he was staring at me. He said I was beautiful, and he'd never seen a girl my age look so sexy. I just remember standing there getting embarrassed. And I don't remember exactly how it started, but one night I let him come into my room as I changed. I let him sit there and watch me change. Then one night, we kissed. And it started leading slowly to other things. I never tried to stop him. I know he wanted to do stuff, because I also knew he wasn't with my mom. I wasn't stupid, even if I didn't know a lot about sex, except what I'd seen on videos, talked to friends, and watched in some movies. But watching, it looked like when the guy and girl were doing stuff, it made them feel good, and they liked touching and kissing, so that's why I wanted to see what it was like.

When he started talking to me, he explained to me what was going on was wrong. I told him I liked how he made me feel, and I liked it when he touched me. Over a long period of time, he would watch me undress in front of him. He would watch me undress, and he would undress and let me see him. I would watch as he grew hard, and we would touch, do a lot of dirty things, and then over time, it led to him undressing me, touching my naked body all over, doing oral sex on me, and he showed me how to use sex toys gradually. I never objected, and often asked him if he liked it. He said yes, and he said he just was afraid someone would find out. As I grew older, he would watch me undress, and I would at times watch him masturbate. He showed me how to masturbate, just like on porn, and even would watch me bring myself to orgasm. Shortly after, he would perform oral sex on me, and he would masturbate himself to orgasm. I remember asking him one time if he would have sex with me, and he could it like normal guys and girls did. And he said no. He would wait until I was older.

One night, when I was 14, I hadn't lost my virginity yet, and we almost did it. We had done multiple things sexually that night, and he told me just wanted to "feel me just for a minute" and I was afraid, but I was curious what it would be like, and I saw him undress, and he put himself just part way inside me, and he couldn't go farther, as nobody had done that. When he reached a certain point, I knew he would have to have sex with me. Or he would stop. He stopped. He then pulled back out, and performed oral sex on me again, and brought me to orgasm. That was as close as we got until I turned 16.

We would do various things, often times he would show me things, and he would watch as I did stuff with myself, or he would ask me if I would like to make him feel good, so I would ask him how he wanted me to do things, and he would show me. This continued until just shortly after my 16th birthday, when we had sex together for the first time.

I will see him again this weekend, when my mom works, and I will say honestly I play to have sex with him at least once or twice. He is amazing, gentle, tender, and very physical. I love the way he touches me, and the way that it brings him off when we are going to finish. And my mom has no clue. Maybe if she didn't treat him like shit, this wouldn't happen. I can't honestly say.

But to the person that asked, if you would like more details, please just comment.