My older brother is a fucking bully. He always has been. He's about three years older than me, and when I was in my early teens he would humiliate me almost nightly. We slept in the same room, and one night, after we went to bed it started. He walked over to me and pulled his cock out of his shorts. He waved it at me, and I could tell it was much larger than mine. He whispered for me to suck it. I told him no and he grabbed my ear and twisted. He warned me not to yell or he would kill me. He had me scared. I tried to resist, but he was always bigger and stronger than me. He put his cock up to my mouth and told me to open my mouth.

He was twisting my ear severely, so I decided I better do what he said. I opened my mouth and he put his cock in. It filled my mouth, and he told me to suck. I bobbed up and down a little, and he told me that I would be his cocksucker whenever he wanted. He fucked my mouth for about three minutes, then started cumming. I discovered that it wasn't bad. He looked down and said, "You little faggot. Sucking my cock got your cock hard. I guess you are a faggot." I felt ashamed and humiliated, but I said nothing to nobody.

This went on nightly for about three weeks, and I started to look forward to sucking his cock and taking his cum. Then, he decided that me sucking him wasn't enough. He made me kneel on the floor with my chest on the bed. He put his finger in my asshole and began to slowly finger fuck me. I thought this would hurt, but it felt really good. I pushed back a little bit and he pushed in harder. Then he put a second finger in my ass and fingered me a while longer. My dick was hard as a rock by now, and he noticed it. He pulled his finger out of my ass and scooted closer. I felt his cock at my asshole, and when he shoved it in I grunted, then smiled to myself. This felt fucking fantastic. He fucked me for about a half hour before he shot his wad up my ass.

This progressed to where I would suck his cock, get him hard, then let him fuck me. After he came in my ass, he wiped his cock off and made me suck him again until he had a second cum. This went on all summer until he went off to college.

Since that time, I have had several gay lovers, and each time I would imagine it was him fucking me. Now I'm hooked up with a guy that looks almost identical to my brother, and his cock is enormous. I thoroughly making him cum in either my mouth or my asshole. I am his little whore, and he is my cock-daddy. Lately he has made me dress like a woman, and said he would eventually turn me into one. This makes me so fucking turned on I want to be a woman right now, but I know that I have to wait for my master.