I'm a 63 yr. old white male, married for 41 yrs. My wife feels that because I drink & she quit years ago I'm not worthy of her pussy. She has always used with holding sex as a punishment when she feels I've been bad, even though every marriage counselor we've seen said to never do that. Mind you I work every day, make good money & pay 95% of the bills, I'm not a drunk lush, just enjoy my weekend cocktails. We did have a great sex life on & off for about 30 years but have not had sex together for 5 yrs. I've had some hookups she is not aware of. She has always been a Catholic prude, never too adventurous in the sex department. I'd LOVE to find 4 or 5 big black studs to kidnap her & r**e the shit out of her for 2 or 3 days. I'm talking fuck her pussy, ass & throat, spit roast her, make her swallow every drop of cum then clean the cocks with her tongue, degrade her in every way, cum all over her from head to toe. Then I want her to come back crawling & crying about how terrible it was. Of course I'd feign sympathy, ask for the details, then tell her she must have done something to bring it upon herself. I'd be laughing inside. Then we'd get divorced.