We have had sex several times over the last year; with horrible results. She was not a virgin but had sex with one other before me. I am guessing that guy did not get much either.
She told me she was scared about me and it might take her some time to get comfortable. She gave me a lot of,
thats enough let me finish you with my hand, or I will suck it for you.

Not to deep and you are going to fast, it hurts. I am sire let me finish you with my hand, let me suck it for you.

Put it in and stop when I tell you, dont go to deep tonight or I will not be able ot take it tomorrow night, are you sure I can not just jerk or suck you?

That feels good right there, no any deeper and hurry and cum in me please.


I told her that I would flip one day from the sexual pressure. She told me it would change after we are married. It just takes to long to get comfortable when my penis is to large and long.

We were taking a trip home from the beach, I told her that I might just hold her down and fuck the hell out of her. Just force all I had in her and make her get more comfortable taking it now. I did not want to get married and hear those same excuses for years. I did not want to marry her unless we got past this problem.

""She said to me"""" I think that is what it will take, will be a good idea"""" She smiled at me kissed me and told me she loved me. She then told me she knew i loved her.

I looked her in the swim suit and i got so horny I ask her for a blow job. She did that while I drive us home. When we got back to her house, her parents were out of town. We showered and after we slept on her bed for a bit. (her parents are very religious and so is she) I woke up first and woke her up. I got her undressed and got her ready for sex. She does not care for oral sex on her, thinks its nasty, but will allow to get her juicy inside. I cam up and pulled her legs up on my shoulders and got the head in her. She gave me the "NOT TO DEEP PLEASE" and I pulled her arms over her head and grabbed her wrist. I had her where she could not get away and I did what I told her, I put what I had in her and slowly stroked her in and out. She cried like a baby and told me it hurts. She ask me to stop and I reminded her of our conversation. She needed this or things were not going to work.

I did not stop for a blow job, I then sped up and I fucked her long and hard. She did not stop crying and when I finished and got off, she laid there balled up. She cried and I kissed her. She pushed me away and I stayed with her.

Before I left I tried to talk with her, but she would not hear it. I left and came back the next evening. She treated me like a stranger. I guess she told her mom, she treated me like shit. I left.
Its been two weeks and she will call me, but she will not say much. I told her to either try harder or we can cancel the wedding plans. I am going there Friday night after work, if she is not warm and kind, I will leave and will never contact her again.

Will bother me a lot, I do love her. But not enough to put up with that all my life.