he said he will make me a star and I want to be one. I want this great life and we have a plan to work with this guy that would usually out of bounds for me. I am so reliant on him to give me the grace to even walk with this man. so I am wanting badly to meet any of the men he knows I like and I write to often, I am not a love junkie but I know I have the ability to love many men for different reasons. I am not a player. I am rarely even a stayer but I want a hottie to be mine and marry and he has promised to help me. he does not know what he is in for with these guys and neither do I. somethig fucking has to work soon I am determind to be wedded and living in the bliss you cads out there take for granted.