For years, I have had a dirty secret that I have held onto, and I have always been fearful of discussing, I know the way people judge, criticize, point fingers, and stereotype older guys as "that guy" and "that pervert" and "that creeper", and it's a shitty feeling. It's not something that you just decide one day, that you have this overactive sex drive towards younger girls, or you have this ambition that you only want to fuck particular girls of a certain age. It just happens. I never made this choice. I never woke up one day and said "Hey, starting today, I think I'm going to only want to have an overwhelming urge to fuck girls between the ages of X and Y". It isn't like that. I just realized one day, that physically, women my age no longer did it for me. I could not literally get off in the ways that I had imagined, no matter what I did, how much I fantasized, or how hard I worked to make it enjoyable.


The first time anything happened outside of my marriage, I'd been with my wife for about 5 years. I was struggling to keep things going. We got along just fine, but honestly, I was missing the good sex. We'd fuck once or twice a month at that point. She'd just lost interest, and wasn't making an effort. She'd get off when we'd fuck, and basically that was it. I could literally just blow my wad, climb off her naked body, and walk out of the room. What she said, how she acted, the comments, the gasps, moans, etc, were so predictable, it bored me. One time, I didn't even finish. I got up, dick hard, and said fuck this. I'll take care of it myself. And walked out of the room. This had gone on for awhile, and that's I think why I'd done something I'd never done.

One night Becky was spending the night with my oldest daughter. She was over a lot. And that night, my daughter had fallen asleep in her room. I was on the couch in the living room when Becky walked out. I have no clue why I looked at her in the way I did, but I was staring at her skimpy little shorts, her shirt that didn't go all the way down, and I could see her stomach (that stuff always turned me on), and her little chest. Damn I'd never realized how fucking cute she was. She looked at me and smiled and said "what are you looking at?" I knew my face was red, I just stuttered and said "sorry. Didn't mean to" and she laughed and said I always knew you were a dirty pervert. I just laughed, trying to not feel so stupid, and she laid on the love seat, and said she was bored. Brandy had fallen asleep, and she wasn't tired. We were laying there watching a movie. A dirty trashy one had come on, and I'd said I'd change it. She laughed and said it's nothing she hadn't seen, so it wasn't a big deal. And I don't know why, but it was kind of hot watching this trashy movie with a cute chick.

As we were watching it, a sex scene came on. We'd laughed, and she said yeah. People don't really fuck like that. I said nope. Not really. It's too fake. And then she laughed as this chick came on with perfect boobs. Becky laughed and said nobody has tits that perfect. I thought it was hilarious. She was so blunt, and I said yeah. I've never seen tits that good. It just doesn't happen. She said well, I have nice boobs. I said yeah? I've never seen them. She looks at me and pulls up her shirt, and says "well, truth or not?" I just stared and went "oh fuck. Uh yeah. I'm saying yeah. Better than the chick on TV". I just laid there, thinking that was the hottest shit I'd ever seen.

We were laying there, and she said to me "didn't meant to freak you out" and I laughed and said that's by no means going to freak me out. And she just blurted out "You ever fuck a girl my age?" I looked at her, and said I don't make a habit out of talking about my sex life. But no. I haven't found anyone worth jail time, or risking turning into someone's bitch in prison. She nodded and said yeah. She understood. And I just joked and said "you ever fuck a guy my age?" and she laughed and said no. She hadn't found anyone of interest as of yet. I looked at her and said "as of yet huh?" and her face got red. She said yeah. As of yet.

We were talking back and forth for probably 20 minutes. And she finally said "would you ever sleep with me?" I just looked at her and said "if you were legal? Yes. Absolutely. But now? Most likely not, because if it ever got out, or the wrong person ever heard, well, you do realize what would happen". The conversation went back and forth for awhile, and she finally said she was tired, and going to bed. I said I was too, and got up off the couch. Thank God my dick wasn't hard from all of that trashy talk. As we got up and off, she walked up towards me. I looked at her. And we started kissing. It wasn't intentional. I just looked at her and got horny. That simple. We were all over each other, and I finally stopped and said "fuck Becky. You're 15. I could get busted for this". She yanked off her shorts and shirt, and stood there and said "I won't tell. Please. I want you so fucking bad. I've never done anything this dirty before. But I want you really bad"

I stripped off her panties and pulled her bra off. My dick was so hard. We got into making out. I started touching her boobs, kissing her nipples, rubbing my hands all over her body, and she was moaning. She kept saying I felt so good. I pulled my shorts and underwear down, and was naked. I pushed up against her, and I pushed her down. I had her on the floor, and I went between her legs, I didn't even ask. Just buried my face in her pussy hair, and started eating her out. Her snatch was soaking wet. Her thighs were wet. And a couple of minutes into it, I heard her moan "Oh God" and based on how soaked my face got, and my mouth was dripping, she was cumming all over the place. I slid my fingers inside Becky's twat, and she was dripping wet. My fingers came out drenched. It was so fucking hot.

When I got done eating out her pussy, I wanted to fuck her so bad. I just stopped. She said "I'm on the pill. I'm safe." and I asked her if she'd ever fucked a guy without a condom before. She said no. She said she'd only fucked one guy and he used. I should have hesitated, but I wanted to fuck her so terribly bad, I just spread her legs, and pushed my dick inside her. God. That pussy hair rubbing my cock. Going all the way inside her up to my balls. Hearing her go "Oh fuckkkkkkk" and me pushing inside her pussy. She felt so good. So good. I can't even explain it.

She was on her back, I was kissing her, and as I had my tongue in her mouth, Becky started to gasp again, and said she was gonna cum. I felt it squirt all over my dick. It was so amazing. I kept kissing her. She looked at me as I was doing it, and I felt it. She said "you gonna cum?" and I just gasped and said yeah. She said go ahead. I was kissing her really hard, and I erupted. I exploded inside her. Kept squirting. It felt so fucking amazing. I kept going and going, and felt it. I couldn't stop gasping and panting so hard.

When I finally finished, we just laid there. She looked at me and said "God. You felt amazing. That was fucking incredible". I just gasped and said yeah. I agree. I looked at her and said God. You felt amazing. That was fucking intense. She laughed and said yeah.

We got up and cleaned off, wiped up and got around and got dressed. She whispered she had to get to bed. I said I got it. She went upstairs after kissing me on the mouth, and went to bed. Next morning, we're cooking breakfast, and hanging out with my oldest daughter, and she slaps me on the ass as my daughter walked out of the room and smirked and said "gotta fuck you again sometime soon. I'm still dripping". I about dropped the frying pan on the floor getting so worked up.

That's not the end.