I need honest opinions...
Is it normal to think of your ex-boyfried when masturbating?

He was my first and only boyfriend whom I am still inlove with, although he dumped me and we have been apart for almost a year. I cannot climax without closing my eyes and thinking of how he use to touch me and make love to me. I don't masturbate because I am aroused but because often I am thinking of him and miss him. I just want to know if this is normal or not.