This is going to happen today! After much soul searching and self examination I am going to confess to my long time lover and girlfriend that I am gay. It might not be a surprise though as she had thought that I am more gay than being bi as I have always told here. But I want to be honest with her and tell her that it fills my mind constantly. I want to be with a man and suck his cock and feel him fill me with his beautiful dick. I need it so bad and I need a man to control me and be my Master. It's not just about the sex either, for the first time in my life I have these emotional desires to lay with a man, to kiss him and hold him, to feel a love for him. I thinking about not only sucking a big cock, but also kissing and making out with another man as lovers and not jut as sex partners.
I am scared, but excited too to tell her. I want to look in her eyes and tell her "I am a gay man. I am homosexual in all ways and I am both happy and accepting that I am."

I will let everyone know how it goes...........