Straight Female / 46
I know this may sound like I'm conceated but I know I am attractive for my age. I'm 5'3", 109 lbs., have light brown hair and have a very nice complection. My body is such that I still wear a bikini and I have a boyfriend for the last three years who I see several nights a week and we go away together some weekends. I was married and had several boyfriends over the years but never had children. About 16 months ago I had severe back pain from a fall that lasted for about three months. That is when I puposely got myself in an embarrassing situation. Not embarrassing as I have it done but humiliating to talk about it or tell anyone about it. Allen is a young man who for over two years has been cutting my grass and always washes the windows in my house. At times he has done other chores especially when I fell and hurt my back. He began coming over everyday to see if I needed anything like groceries or just to help. He's 24 yrs.old and a handsome young guy who is naive, timid and I believe an introvert. He is also the kindest young man I ever met. Two weeks after I fell was the first time I became devious with him asking him to check on me daily. I go so far with it I use a walker for support when he is here which I never needed. I was always a woman who liked to show off and always wore clothes that complimented my body never fearing to wear a bikini. There were times over the last couple years that Allen saw me less than fully dressed and once a few weeks before I fell he saw me naked and profusely kept apoligizing. He was more embarrassed than I was and I told him not to worry about it. He's the type of guy who is easily manipulated and I began having him do more for me, of course paying him well for it. I exagerated my back pain to him and started by helping me walk around then about the second week after my fall I only mentioned to Allen I had trouble getting in and out of my bath. He didn't reply when I said that so the next day I had him sit in the kitchen with me and make a pot of coffee for me. As we talked I mentioned a second time how I had trouble bathing when my boyfriend Rob wasn't here. Again he said nothing and thats when I mentioned to him that I would appreciate his help. First I said I would pay him for the extra time it would take then reminded him of the day he saw me naked. I could tell he was embarrassed when I said that to him when his cheeks turned pink. Then I just told him I was an older lady and could use his help. All he could say is that he wouldn't know how to help me that way and I just told him to let me figure it out. Rob wasn't coming over that night so I told Allen to come back at 7pm. My sex life isn't the best with Rob since he is almost 68 and often impotent. I suppose my initial reason to lure Allen back that night was to expose myself to him again. The first time he saw me naked I remembered how it excited me and I think it trilled me enough that I wanted him to see me again.
When Allen came back that night I was only in a bathrobe and asked him to fill the tub for me which he did without question. I intentionally arranged my robe so my breasts were partically expose then had him help me up the stairs. As we got to the bathroom I began telling Allen not to let it bother him when he sees me naked again only mentioning that I had to have my robe taken off. At the tub I had my walker and just stood there a moment holding on with both hands. He said he didn't know what to do so I just told him that he had to take off my robe and help me into the tub. He hesitated but finally began taking it off and for a short time I just stood their naked aware of how he tried not to look at me. I then had him take my arm exaggerating how hard it was to get in the tub exposing myself to him at the same time. Then he bolted from the bathroom saying he'd wait in the hall while I washed myself. I washed and kept trying to think of ways to get him back inside and just called to him and asked if he would wash my back. He finally did and although he was behind me I think he looked at my body more and it was arousing to me. He helped me out of the tub finally and I was able to get him to dry off my back and told him not to be afraid to dry my rear end and the back of my legs. After he got my bathrobe back on me he helped me into my room and went home. By that time I was excited enough that I spent a long while mastubating. Two nights later I told him I needed him again and he willingly came over at 7 knowing why. Again in my bathrobe he got me into the tub but this time I told him to get a folding chair out of the hall closet and bring it in. As soon as he did I told him to open it and sit down which I could tell he didn't want to do. He was sitting right next to me in the chair noticibly not looking at me. I began by telling him to get used to seeing me undressed because I was going to need his help for a long time and that it was perfectly ok for him to see me that way and I didn't mind. I just told him he was a good guy and how much I appreciated his help which I think made him feel a little more relaxed. I did notice him looking at my body more but mostly when I wasn't looking at him. He mentioned going out of the room a few times but I told him to just stay. I did have him wash my back again and help dry me before getting me back to my room. This time I was aroused long before I got out of the tub and couldn't wait to satisfy myself.
I began having him come three nights a week aside from his visits in the daytime where he would help around the house and do my grocery shopping for me. The only job he had and has is delivering the newspaper in the early mornings. Four or five weeks went by and by this time I not only had him washing my back but also got him to wash my feet and the bottom of my legs. He no longer avoided looking at my body and I was better able to expose myself to him. As innocent as I thought Allen was I began to notice he would get erections which thrilled me knowing my nudity was arousing a young man. I wanted more though, not that I wanted sex with him, it was more like I wanted him to pay more attention to my body. I longed to have someone really look at me naked. Not that Rob didn't see me naked often enough but when we did have sex its just different. I thought about it for weeks and one night I was putting hand lotion on and thought what a thrill it would be to have Allen put body lotion on me, perhaps my whole body. The next time Allen came over, while sitting in the tub, I asked if it would bother him to do it. I lied telling him my doctor wanted it done and that it was such a struggle for me to do it myself. I added that Rob does it for me the nights he isn't here. He only said he would try but said he didn't know what to do. I responded by telling him I would explain how Rob does it which he really doesn't. As Allen got me out of the tub I had him spread four towels on my bed then he helped me back to my room. I think he was dumbfounded but I had him take my robe off and help lay me face down on the bed. The lotion was on my night table and I just told Allen to rub it on me head to foot. I could tell he was apprehensive and I repeatedly told him not to be shy. By the time he began rubbing my butt I was not only aroused but I could see he had an erection even though he had jeans on. I even had my legs spread apart somewhat and after he put the lotion down to my feet I told him to help me roll over. As many times as he had seen me naked by then this was the most I was ever exposed to him. I only said not to be shy about touching me anywhere and it was like he was obeying me. He never hesitated putting the lotion on my breasts which made my nipples hard right away. He did hesitate when getting near my vagina but I didn't have to say anything to him. All I did say was to rub it inside my thighs at the same time bending my knees up and opening my legs wide. After he was finished I had him wipe the excess lotion off me with a towel and as soon as he went home I masturbated twice having several orgasms. I would assume at Allens age he mastubates and think he must have that night since he did have an erection throughout the time he was rubbing the lotion on me. I still have him help me even though my back pain is long gone I still act as though I'm in pain and I now never have to coach him about what to do. He no longer hesitates to do anything I ask and it seems obvious now that he likes helping me bathe, washing my back, feet and legs. Just by the way he does it now I know he especially likes rubbing me down with the body lotion. He has no fear anymore of touching my breasts and although he has never tried to finger me has no qualms about touching my vagina. Sometimes he wears shoert but most of the time has jeans on but either way I can see when he has an erection. I never say anything about it and never let on how aroused I am when he is doing these things. When Allen goes home I always mastubate and have more orgasms than I do when I have sex with Rob. I let Allen think I am still injured just to satisfy this sexual need I have to flaunt my body. I've thought about having him mastubate me but because i know his mother it would be to embarrassing if she even knew how far this has gone already. I doubt Allen tells her about it but she knows about all the chores and shopping he does for me. She has even called me many times telling me how grateful she is that I am so generous the way I pay her son. It would be totally humiliating if anyone ever found out how I have manipulated him or how perverted I have become.
When Allen came back that night I was only in a bathrobe and asked him to fill the tub for me which he did without question. I intentionally arranged my robe so my breasts were partically expose then had him help me up the stairs. As we got to the bathroom I began telling Allen not to let it bother him when he sees me naked again only mentioning that I had to have my robe taken off. At the tub I had my walker and just stood there a moment holding on with both hands. He said he didn't know what to do so I just told him that he had to take off my robe and help me into the tub. He hesitated but finally began taking it off and for a short time I just stood their naked aware of how he tried not to look at me. I then had him take my arm exaggerating how hard it was to get in the tub exposing myself to him at the same time. Then he bolted from the bathroom saying he'd wait in the hall while I washed myself. I washed and kept trying to think of ways to get him back inside and just called to him and asked if he would wash my back. He finally did and although he was behind me I think he looked at my body more and it was arousing to me. He helped me out of the tub finally and I was able to get him to dry off my back and told him not to be afraid to dry my rear end and the back of my legs. After he got my bathrobe back on me he helped me into my room and went home. By that time I was excited enough that I spent a long while mastubating. Two nights later I told him I needed him again and he willingly came over at 7 knowing why. Again in my bathrobe he got me into the tub but this time I told him to get a folding chair out of the hall closet and bring it in. As soon as he did I told him to open it and sit down which I could tell he didn't want to do. He was sitting right next to me in the chair noticibly not looking at me. I began by telling him to get used to seeing me undressed because I was going to need his help for a long time and that it was perfectly ok for him to see me that way and I didn't mind. I just told him he was a good guy and how much I appreciated his help which I think made him feel a little more relaxed. I did notice him looking at my body more but mostly when I wasn't looking at him. He mentioned going out of the room a few times but I told him to just stay. I did have him wash my back again and help dry me before getting me back to my room. This time I was aroused long before I got out of the tub and couldn't wait to satisfy myself.
I began having him come three nights a week aside from his visits in the daytime where he would help around the house and do my grocery shopping for me. The only job he had and has is delivering the newspaper in the early mornings. Four or five weeks went by and by this time I not only had him washing my back but also got him to wash my feet and the bottom of my legs. He no longer avoided looking at my body and I was better able to expose myself to him. As innocent as I thought Allen was I began to notice he would get erections which thrilled me knowing my nudity was arousing a young man. I wanted more though, not that I wanted sex with him, it was more like I wanted him to pay more attention to my body. I longed to have someone really look at me naked. Not that Rob didn't see me naked often enough but when we did have sex its just different. I thought about it for weeks and one night I was putting hand lotion on and thought what a thrill it would be to have Allen put body lotion on me, perhaps my whole body. The next time Allen came over, while sitting in the tub, I asked if it would bother him to do it. I lied telling him my doctor wanted it done and that it was such a struggle for me to do it myself. I added that Rob does it for me the nights he isn't here. He only said he would try but said he didn't know what to do. I responded by telling him I would explain how Rob does it which he really doesn't. As Allen got me out of the tub I had him spread four towels on my bed then he helped me back to my room. I think he was dumbfounded but I had him take my robe off and help lay me face down on the bed. The lotion was on my night table and I just told Allen to rub it on me head to foot. I could tell he was apprehensive and I repeatedly told him not to be shy. By the time he began rubbing my butt I was not only aroused but I could see he had an erection even though he had jeans on. I even had my legs spread apart somewhat and after he put the lotion down to my feet I told him to help me roll over. As many times as he had seen me naked by then this was the most I was ever exposed to him. I only said not to be shy about touching me anywhere and it was like he was obeying me. He never hesitated putting the lotion on my breasts which made my nipples hard right away. He did hesitate when getting near my vagina but I didn't have to say anything to him. All I did say was to rub it inside my thighs at the same time bending my knees up and opening my legs wide. After he was finished I had him wipe the excess lotion off me with a towel and as soon as he went home I masturbated twice having several orgasms. I would assume at Allens age he mastubates and think he must have that night since he did have an erection throughout the time he was rubbing the lotion on me. I still have him help me even though my back pain is long gone I still act as though I'm in pain and I now never have to coach him about what to do. He no longer hesitates to do anything I ask and it seems obvious now that he likes helping me bathe, washing my back, feet and legs. Just by the way he does it now I know he especially likes rubbing me down with the body lotion. He has no fear anymore of touching my breasts and although he has never tried to finger me has no qualms about touching my vagina. Sometimes he wears shoert but most of the time has jeans on but either way I can see when he has an erection. I never say anything about it and never let on how aroused I am when he is doing these things. When Allen goes home I always mastubate and have more orgasms than I do when I have sex with Rob. I let Allen think I am still injured just to satisfy this sexual need I have to flaunt my body. I've thought about having him mastubate me but because i know his mother it would be to embarrassing if she even knew how far this has gone already. I doubt Allen tells her about it but she knows about all the chores and shopping he does for me. She has even called me many times telling me how grateful she is that I am so generous the way I pay her son. It would be totally humiliating if anyone ever found out how I have manipulated him or how perverted I have become.
