Ohkayy well we where going out for 2 years and I found out that he was cheating on me with another man...
I just don't know anymore he was my first serious relationship, my first love, I gave him everything including my virginity. It sucks when you catch feelings for someone and you think everything is perfect, you have that feeling like you're on top of the world nothing can bring you down then just like that its gone.
That one person who could make everything go away with a simple smile and a kiss is now the reason you feel all this pain. It hurts, you start over thinking things playing old memories over and over again trying to find the moment when everything went to shit. Thinking about how you could've done better or how you could've kept quiet.
You remember how that one person made you feel, like you where unstoppable like nothing in the world mattered but him. And now he's gone and all you want to do is curl up into a ball and hide from the world, just disappear for a couple days. I just feel so shitty, I literally felt my world crumble beneath my feet


