NOT ONE to consider myself normal by societies standards i like to think my sexual desires and fetishes are a common trait among many of you,it's not to say because i love fucking fat kids,collecting dirty panties and flirting with little girls who stray too far from their mommy that everyone shares my kinky lifestyle.i consider what i do a game of chance sort of like spin the bottle,russian roullette or truth or dare...games that put it all on the line with a 1 to 10 chance of getting young pussy or some boy with a tight little ass that uncle joe down the street is fucking when no ones around.look...when i was a kid my godfather would crawl into bed with me and take the chance that with a bit of soap and spit i might like how it feels to have his dick rubbing the crack of my ass while my mother and father slept nearby,he'd whisper in my ear that if i liked it to just wiggle my soft little ass and when i did he was free to visit me every night for a few months even getting about two inches of his dick up inside me due to how thick it was if he tried any further my parents would have heard me moaning in pain...games of chance are meant to be for fun and a way for people to expect the unexpected like one time when a young fat little girl was waiting with her mother to climb a flight of stairs at the staten island ferry,due to the large crowd we were packed like sardines and i was one step below hers which put my hands within reach of her round and plumped ass...she was wearing a yellow dress with printed blue flowers that just barely covered the back of her chunky legs and playing the game of chance i touched the side of her leg and though she looked back at me she didn't make a scene to get her mothers attention,when i touched her a second time she looked around to make sure no one was looking she pulled up the side of her dress which was a clear indication that she didn't mind me touching her...with just a small window of opportunity to play with her i put my hand up her dress and fondled her ass and rubbed the crotch of her panties,i can't say for certain if she was already moist or it was my fingers that stimulated her pussy to lubricate since the majority of fat girls tend to sweat and produce moisture far more than skinny girls.had i been anywhere with her alone it would have been so easy to get my 8 inch dick in her wet pussy because i have done it before,naturally they often resist at first because it's too big to get it all in her pussy but eventually having stretched her pussy and achieving her orgasm fat little girls i've been with will hump the length of my dick and get a whole lot of pussy juice going and if she's really horny her pussy will moisten and literally foam like fucking bubbles in a bathtub.there wasn't much else i could do with the chubby young girl at the staten island ferry and she wouldn't let me tug her panties loose so i could keep them as part of my collection.it's a risky game to play because you just never know when the odds won't be in your favor...like the time back in 2011 when i threw a quarter out my fifth story window down below where a young chubby puerto rican girl was playing with her brother in a small plastic pool,she had on a one piece bikini that was literally a see through fabric colored in white material with the letter [a] printed in the front.apart from myself i noted several men looking out their windows because this young girl was practically swimming naked,my dick got hard just looking at her round plumped ass and full rich breast one could tell she was just beginning to grow pubic hairs in her puffed pussy...she often fingered the lining of her bikini to avoid getting a wedge up her privates which her mother sitting nearby would scold her saying that wasn't ladie-like and to stop doing it because people could see,yet this bitch had her daughter swimming in a barely there bikini and didn't seem to mind that men were looking from various windows.taking a game of chance to see if the quarter would land on her privates or between her thighs i aimed and threw it but at the last second she moved and it bounced off her knee she jumped as if a bee had stung her and picking up the quarter she looked up and waved hello thanking me for the quarter.her mother perhaps jealous her daughter was generating male attention reported my behavior to the landlord but he agreed with the young girl it was just harmless fun advising her mother that in the future just take her kids to the public pool nearby.one would think this bitch would take the landlords advice but she went right on letting her daughter wear tight fitting see through bikinis to play in the plastic pool out in the backyard and didn't seem to care that her daughter would constantly look up at my window to wave hello..it was the game of chance where you win or lose especially when it involves young girls and i can understand a mother who is only doing the best to protect her young, but it's often [lol] funny how some mothers think their daughters carry the golden pussy and billions of diamonds up their ass.the majority of young girls i've had sexual contact with seem to agree that too many of their mothers are overly protective and can't accept when their daughters are curious about sex or go into sexual heat...hey mom,stop looking a dead horse in the mouth because it's not going to win you any bets against mother nature.i always make it a point to never get seriously involved with the young girls in my games of chance and they pretty much do the same,as i mentioned earlier is just for fun and for us to enjoy sex without societies constant bullshit and hypocrisies what dictates what is right or wrong...my strongest sexual desires are young black girls because they just love to fuck and in my neighborhood they are everywhere like brianna,she used to live on the 4th floor and liked to play with the young boys that hung out on my floor because the roof was nearby where they smoked weed and often took girls to fuck.i would wait until it was late in the night to go up there and collect whatever dirty panties i found disregarding the condoms,empty beer bottles and kennedy fried chicken boxes thrown around the floor...one night brianna was out on the stairs by herself just smelling her fingers which i instinctively knew that right before i found her on my way to the bodega she had been touching her fat pussy,it wasn't surprising because fat young girls develop their hormones rather early and fuck a dick good...playing the game of chance with brianna was easy when i asked if i could smell her fingers too,she let me but was curious to know how old i was and when i stated age 49 she admitted that i could be her grandfather but i convinced her to come back to my place,truth is she had never tried sex with an adult man much less a puerto rican and when she saw the size of my dick she said my dick too big for her pussy...the young boys she was used to having sex with had less than 5 inches as oppose to my 8 inches and weren't so thick as mine but she was curious to try a new flavor so i get her face down on my kitchen table and pull down her skintight spandex pants though it would be my loss she didn't have any dirty panties on but you never know with games of chance what to expect...her pussy was extremely lubricated and she was wet with pussy cream,for a young girl her age she had a lot of kinky hair on her pussy coated with her female juices,i knelt between her legs and pushed my tongue all up in her while diddling her clitoris with my fingers...her legs literally trembled and her knees buckled though with my thumb up in her ass to keep her from falling and using my other hand to insert three fingers in her pussy i use my thumb to push down her moist clitoris and tongue fuck her until she couldn't take it anymore and literally soaked my face with her intense orgasm...this young girl was out cold on my kitchen table drenched in sweat,having gotten up but still holding my thumb up her ass i pulled down my gym pants and got my dick right up between her legs,there was no need to spit saliva on my dick to get it in her moist lubricated pussy...she came to when i pushed into her stretching her pussy and feeling my dick slide into her like hot butter,naturally she was gasping for air and moaning in sexual pain though it wasn't like she hadn't had dick in her pussy and she wasn't making attempts get me off her she just needed time to adapt to my size.though i could have fucked her hard i came down to her level and let her pussy go at her pace,the time on my android phone clearly showed i had been going at this young negro girl for one hour and twenty one minutes...going at her pace she achieved two more orgasms though i noted it was still hurting her like fuck to have 8 inches of dick more so because of it's thickness,on the positive side was that this young girl produce heavy amounts of female lubrication and worked her pussy far better when she had an orgasm even allowing for me to thrust at my level of speed though it was only every few minutes.sexually we were in sync going at her pace and i was in no hurry to orgasm because my dick was enjoying her fat little pussy to the max.she achieved two more orgasms and passed out which i took advantage of to go at my speed to fuck her swollen pussy locking her down on my kitchen table by grabbing her shoulders and impaling her on my 8 inches...her feet literally flew off the floor and her body came right off the table as if she were looking for something on my ceiling and having neglected my orgasm i practically poured a huge amount of cum up in her.though i could have kept going at her she was exhausted and barely able to over,my semi-erect penis slowly came out of her as i gently lowered her back on top of my kitchen table.it was as if i had unplugged her pussy and left the water faucet running because her body peed out a large puddle of my cum that dripped to the floor between her legs,her pussy was swollen and extremely sensitive to touch though i tried to clean her up with one of my towels...we had literally been fucking on my kitchen table for two hours and it took her another hour to steady herself and walk around,we drank some coca-cola and i walked her out to the stairs where i stood listening as she made her way down to the 4th floor and into her apartment.i hadn't seen her for an entire month but by then i was playing the game of chance with a young black girl who lived across the street,i had seen her several times coming over to visit a friend on the 2nd floor and one day while she was walking up the stairs i asked her if she wanted to fuck and she looked around as if she couldn't believe i had just said that to her but she smiled and we tongued kiss...i have been playing the game of chance since i was 21 years old and with all my sexual encounters i can assure you that though it's risky you'd be surprised how good the odds are in your favor,i sincerely believe the risk factor triggers that inner impulse to just do it because we are programmed by society to live a certain way or be a certain way to meet with their approval yet millions go to their graves regretting they never fulfilled their truth callings to say for example climb mount everest,climb the empire state building,take the most dangerous ride of an amusement park,go skinny-dipping [we should all do that lol],walk in general public naked...get the point.it has nothing to do with what's right or wrong,we were meant to live and enjoy what we love most and without restrictions so go ahead and play the game of chance.THE END