IN REGARDS to i****t apart from my niece and one of my male cousins i never practiced it it with anyone else,i don't think anyone would consider a godfather part of the immediate family but mine had taken advantage of my parents trust to sleep in my bed alongside me when i was very young [can't recall exact age]...it began with the whole rubbing and humping his small thick dick on my butt through the fabric of my underwear then gradually he'd get under the bed covers with me and pull down my underwear to touch and finger my little ass.i'd lay there beside him silently allowing him to do these things though i had no idea what he was doing,several days before he was due to leave our home he'd wait until my parents were sleeping he'd sneak a moist rag and a used up piece of soap from our nearby bathroom to use as a lubricant...his dick felt very small rubbing and sliding between the crevice of my butt and i could hear him grunt in complete joy when it easily slid inside me though it burned like a hot poker when he fucked me with that little sucker,he covered my mouth as i moaned in pain though it was only a few seconds later his thick tiny toy squirted and peed several hot drips of cum up inside of me and it was over.today when i see him at a family funeral or wedding i often wonder how many kids or for that matter how many woman he had fucked with his useless blessings because he never married,had children and many consider him and old homosexual living in a furnished room in solitary misery.i forgive him though it was against my consent and he had betrayed the trust of my parents because one eventually learns that none of us live in a perfect world...my cousin [chino] note; i could NEVER understand why my aunt or anyone called him chino which translated means [chinese] because he was puerto rican with light blue eyes and his skin color wase pale as a fucking ghost,when we were young we took baths together while our mothers were in the kitchen or somewhere in the house gossiping about the latest avon product or this or that bullshit celebrity they saw on tv.chino who was 11 years old and had no sexual experience contrary to me who at age 16 had fucked several black and hispanic little girls in my neighborhood practically initiated we have sex.the bathtub in his mothers apartment was big enough to fit up to four people and me and chino were in there wrestling in the nude while slipping and sliding in bubbly fred flintstone soap,naturally with all that young energy mother nature intervened when chino felt my semi-erect 6 inch thick penis caressing his virgin ass...at some point he began wiggling his little butt and backing it up daring me to poke him so i grabbed his shoulders and shoved it up inside him,he literally jumped out of the bathtub with his 4 inch little dick bouncing in the air in sexual pain while tiny drops of blood came gushing out his soft little ass...just before he managed to do so i had stroked and fucked him if only momentarily and i really wanted to go at him again crawling out of the bathtub and trying to bend him over the toilet seat but he wouldn't let me.strange to note that when chino returned from the navy years later we were at a family party and while drinking beer in my brothers room he casually exposed his penis in the presence of me,my brother and two of our other cousins and it practically hung down to his knees thick and huge at a little over 10 inches...i drank my beer gulping in private envy that mine was only 8 inches though extremely thick,we joked about what the fuck they were feeding our military boys overseas and of course chino who today is a martial arts instructer who teaches self-defense and got extremely lucky to marry a wealthy young american woman doesn't regret our bathroom incident years ago...when i turned 17 all those years ago i met and fell in love with a young 15 year old hispanic girl and though i got her pregnant and i love my two daughters and son i had with her in our 11 year relationship the warning signs were evident this bitch was no fucking angel.she wasn't a virgin when i met her and practically would have had sex with all the men in her family beginning when she was only 10 years old her 19 year old brother would push it up her pussy while they played hide and seek underneath his bed,years later [after my divorce] he confirmed this to the entire family after she deliberately broke up his marriage telling me that after they had sex she would take her dirty panties and shoved them down the crotch of his pants as her way of telling him he was her boyfriend.they fucked everywhere they could until she turned 12 and got bored with him and began to mysteriously visit one of her uncles who lived across the hall,my ex-wife never liked anal sex and told me one of her uncles r**ed her taking her virginity and shoving his dick up her ass...her brother told me she must have lied because she kept visiting him and never told anyone,there were other sex issues with yet another uncle and the shit that pissed me off was that had she just told me the truth i would have understood.strangely i often still have sex fantasies visualizing her getting fucked by her brothers and uncles and we've been divorced for over 30 years...did i truly love her NO not in the way i fell in love with my niece,my sister had met and married her husband when she was only 14 years old and he was 21 and having enlisted in the army he was based in panama taking her with him...though legal charges could have ended his career my mother chose not to pursue the issue,i had seen the photos of her two young sons but my sister kept my niece a surprise until they all returned to the u.s...my niece was only 8 years old and her entire beauty couldn't be compared to all the young girls and woman i had ever known or been with,i was 29 years old and single when i met her in a family get together.i can't begin to describe what it is about uncles and nieces that in some countries it's considered a strange phenomenon in regards to sexual attraction and even love in some case's but there was this instant attachment we shared and perhaps one or two of our family members sensed it because we took every opportunity to dance,hug and talk as if no one else existed...it was as if we needed to just tell each other everything and decide where all this craziness was going,i would be lying if i said i didn't want her sexually because despite her young age my niece was gifted with huge breast and round full ass...i'm not sure to this very day if my sister and her husband understood the effect me and my niece had for each other but allowed me to visit often,i'd take her out for long walks though my nephews preferred staying home to play nintendo and of course there was no need to hold back because of our age difference since we made sure to be discreet when we tongued kissed in what became our favorite hiding place between the stairs on tenth and eleventh floors of the housing project where she lived though i would have preferred to take her home for the weekend...naturally alone with her it wasn't long before my tongue was pushed up in her plumped little pussy and i was tasting her female juices,she moaned and purred like a little cat and loved when i gently bit her hard nipples and the back of her earlobes...she soon learned how to perform oral sex on me as well but was only able lick and suck because my dick was too big and naturally sexual intercourse would have been to painful,common sense dictated that i couldn't have her and she had many years ahead of her to live and experience life but the damndest things have a way of just happening when i stopped everything.my niece up until the age of thirteen became a problem in her home and school fighting with her brothers,disrespecting my sister and even taking things to the extreme by pointing a loaded gun on her father who is with the police dept...right before they bought a house in new jersey my niece tried to commit suicide and was medically housed in a psychiatric ward for 21 days,i began drinking often and no matter who was my sexual mate,girlfriend or one night lover i couldn't get my niece off my mind...i'd close my eyes when i was fucking some girl and pretend it was my niece,masturbate to her photos and get butterflies in my stomach just thinking of her..it was love,it was sexual lust and it was crazy...right before she was released from the hospital i drove down to see her with my mother and one of my brothers and she literally flew into my arms whispering in my ear I LOVE YOU and that shit just broke me...i didn't care right then to tell everyone how i also felt about my niece at the risk that her father would arrest me or let his anger lead to killing me but my niece told me not to do it.strangely she actually began behaving and doing very well in school and at home,by the time she was 16 years old she began dating and though it killed me to know it i understood and she would never e-mail me photos of them just her in her prom,parties and hanging out in the jersey piers with her friends...i had also tried moving on with my life having met liliana a young lady from my neighborhood when one day in early 2014 i received a call from my niece who surprised me by saying she was downstairs,she wasn't two seconds inside my apartment when i pushed her up against the wall between my kitchen and living room to tongue kiss the fuck out of her...we were breathing heavily into each others ears practically tearing our cloths off and clinging to each other for support,though i wasn't sure she was still a virgin or not i carried her into my bedroom where she knelt on my bed and pushed her ass and fat moist pussy back at me...i came up behind her and slowly pushed into her savoring every moment to feel her hot pussy taking my 8 inch thick dick up inside her but getting it in her made my niece cry out in pain and i was only 4 inches deep...though she wasn't a virgin my niece had a tight pussy and though i understood that she had every right to engage in sexual relations with others i felt jealous and angry because i loved her with a selfishness to want and desire her all for myself.i thought back to those lost years when she was a little girl humping and pushing her plumped fat little pussy on my dick and all i could do is push my tongue and fingers up inside her...just as she tried to stop me from going past 4 inches deep inside her i shoved with brutal force into her locking her shoulders down on my bed as she gasped in sexual pain,i fucked my niece hard and with every intent that she always remember me regardless who she chose to be her sexual mate in the future...her pussy pulsed four times gripping my dick in a tight vice which hurt me as well and though she orgasmed i kept going at her late into the night achieving three orgasms before we dropped exhausted and mixed in each others sweat.though she was in tears from the sexual pain and i was too tired to be angry we lay side by side kissing and caressing each other...today she's 18 years old and is engaged to be married and we both understand a universal truth which is you can't have everything you want or love because destiny is not in your favor...based on true events....THE END