I took a new job and I was called by the department head to come to his office. I had never been in a situation like that and didn't know what to do. He was very experienced, because later I found out that he had invited other female employees to his office.

I went in with my notepad and ended up being screwed. He took his time with me, and when I got back to my desk all I got was the 'I know where you have been look'.

Afterwards I became his favorite, he just liked me and I ended up being his chosen one.

I used to count how many times I had to go to his office or his condo, but I stopped counting after a year. I just went to his office or his condo for him. He took over my entire life. He is 60 now and I have to work very hard for him to have pleasure. He gets terrible headaches from using those pills, so I have to be very inventive and take my time. It is very frustrating for me to work so hard with him and then nothing happens. When I first met him he was pretty much Johnny on the spot, but not any more. I am 38 and I miss his romantic attention. It used to be that when he asked for me I knew I was in for some real attention.

I can't be the only one trying to keep the man happy. He has tried the various brands, I even went with him to the doctor, but he is just too sensitive to them. There have to be women out there who face the same problem. I don't want to waste away just yet. I want my reward while I am still young enough to enjoy it. I am not interested in anyone else, after all this time, I am very much tied to him, whatever my future is.