Straight Male / 27
I have my first Halloween party of the year coming up next weekend and I'm wondering what to do for a costume. My gf said I should go as a girl, and I was a little reluctant, but she said she would help if I needed her to. I didn't really want to go as a girl, but thought it might be cool for her and I to go as "twins". Last week I stopped at the shoe store after work and bought a pair of shoes like her favorites and a pair of stockings. It was kind of humiliating buying them, but the sales girl was cool with it. She asked: "For your gf?" My response was honest, I told her: "No, costume party." And she smiled and said: "Ya, I can see that." That kind of put me at ease until I got home.
I decided to practice walking in the heels, they are spike 5" tall with an inch of platform under the foot. I put on the stockings and the shoes and almost instantly got a raging hard on. I am not very hairy, and admittedly the stockings felt great going over my legs, but when I put on the shoes, I couldn't believe how I started feeling. I wanted sex. I not only wanted it, but my body was responding in a way that I had not thought--as I practiced waking, I started to feel like a girl. I mean feeling the stockings on my legs, I started trying to walk more like a girl, and I started feeling like one.
I sat down to take off the heels, but I didn't want to. I sat on the bed and felt my legs. My hands slid up and down the smooth stockings and over my body. My nipples began to poke up and I found myself rubbing them, then pinching and pulling on them. I was actually moaning out loud like my gf does when I play with her!
I got up and stood in front of m full length mirror and watched myself. I started wondering what it would be like to have long nails to run up my legs and what it would feel like though the smooth stockings. As my hands slid over my body, it felt so wrong to stroke my cock. It just didn't seem right, but oh, was it ever hard! I thought how it looked when my gf masturbated. She rubbed herself, so I tried rubbing as I watched. I found the right way to have it look like when she does it, and yet feel very good on my male parts. It didn't take long and I shot all over the mirror. It sprayed across my image, but also a lot of it went down my leg.
My right stocking top was soaked and blobs of cum spattered along the left one too. Dribbles of cum went on my shoes as I watched it run and ooze every where. Some whetted my fingers, and I once again thought, what would my gf do. I sucked them into my mouth and licked the cum from them.
My orgasm subsided and I looked at myself in the mirror. I was horrified! I took off the shoes and stockings and put them in the shoe box and slid them under my bed, cum covered and all. It just seemed so disgusting the thoughts I was having and how I was feeling, but now, a few days later, I have dreams of doing it again, but this time a lot more involved. I am having elaborate dreams of dressing like my gf, with full makeup, fake nails, and wig. We go out together looking for guys. I always wake from these dreams hyper stimulated and ready to orgasm. Fuck I want to do this, but am terrified it is who or what I am becoming.
I decided to practice walking in the heels, they are spike 5" tall with an inch of platform under the foot. I put on the stockings and the shoes and almost instantly got a raging hard on. I am not very hairy, and admittedly the stockings felt great going over my legs, but when I put on the shoes, I couldn't believe how I started feeling. I wanted sex. I not only wanted it, but my body was responding in a way that I had not thought--as I practiced waking, I started to feel like a girl. I mean feeling the stockings on my legs, I started trying to walk more like a girl, and I started feeling like one.
I sat down to take off the heels, but I didn't want to. I sat on the bed and felt my legs. My hands slid up and down the smooth stockings and over my body. My nipples began to poke up and I found myself rubbing them, then pinching and pulling on them. I was actually moaning out loud like my gf does when I play with her!
I got up and stood in front of m full length mirror and watched myself. I started wondering what it would be like to have long nails to run up my legs and what it would feel like though the smooth stockings. As my hands slid over my body, it felt so wrong to stroke my cock. It just didn't seem right, but oh, was it ever hard! I thought how it looked when my gf masturbated. She rubbed herself, so I tried rubbing as I watched. I found the right way to have it look like when she does it, and yet feel very good on my male parts. It didn't take long and I shot all over the mirror. It sprayed across my image, but also a lot of it went down my leg.
My right stocking top was soaked and blobs of cum spattered along the left one too. Dribbles of cum went on my shoes as I watched it run and ooze every where. Some whetted my fingers, and I once again thought, what would my gf do. I sucked them into my mouth and licked the cum from them.
My orgasm subsided and I looked at myself in the mirror. I was horrified! I took off the shoes and stockings and put them in the shoe box and slid them under my bed, cum covered and all. It just seemed so disgusting the thoughts I was having and how I was feeling, but now, a few days later, I have dreams of doing it again, but this time a lot more involved. I am having elaborate dreams of dressing like my gf, with full makeup, fake nails, and wig. We go out together looking for guys. I always wake from these dreams hyper stimulated and ready to orgasm. Fuck I want to do this, but am terrified it is who or what I am becoming.
