One time my older cousin was over, she was changing in my parent's room and I kept peeking in on her. She chased me off 4 or 5 times, then she called my name and came to the door with her too and bra off. My eyes about popped out. She took my head and pressed it between her breasts and said: here is this what you want to see. I think she thought I would be scared and run off, but I started sucking her nipple. When I did she was startled, but frazzled my head to her breast and let me suckle like she was feeding a baby.

I was too young to know or do anything sexual, but she let me suck her nipple until my mom called up stairs to see if she was dressed. After that she became my sitter when my mom and dad were gone and sometimes she would let me suck her nipples. Before she quit being my sitter, she showed me how to kiss and gave me a hand job. I think if she would have stayed my sitter another year we would have had sex.

To this day when we see each other, she reminds me of her letting me suckle on her breasts. And I remind her she gave me my first hand job.