I went on a foreign exchange program and lost my virginity while I was over there. I never told anyone.

All I think about is him. I have never been able to get over him and no one else has ever touched me.

I have talked to some people, and they confirm that when you lose your virginity when you are young like that you really never get over the man, as in my case, he was a man not a boy my age.

Being in love with him doesn't really bother me, I don't have any desire to meet anyone else. I seldom masturbate, but when I do I think of him and my night together with him.