When I masturbate I look at pictures and videos of cross dressers, transvestites and shemales almost exclusively. The thing that turns me on the most is when they are wearing skirts or dresses and you can see they have a huge hard on underneath or their cock is thrusting out from under their skirt. I fantasize about touching and kissing them as I would a woman and what it would be like to fuck them and suck their cocks until they cum.

I'd love to make that happen for real but have no idea where I would start.