My family lived overseas and when I got to secondary school I was sent to a boys boarding school. Soon after arrival I was introduced to sucking cock by the boy I shared a room with. It was a regular thing, I sucked his cock almost every day. We had communal showers and we were separated by age and grade and I would look to see who I would like to suck. I made passes at a couple of the other boys and got one to let me suck him. It was when I was sucking him that I we got caught by the dorm monitor. He told us not to that, that it was not becoming for a boy to be sucking another boy. But he did not punish us. It didn't stop us, it just made us more careful.

My roommate would come over to my bed and I would suck him. One day he told me to get down on my stomach and he got on top of me and poked his cock in my ass. I closed my eyes and maneuvered until he managed to get some of it in and we learned how to fuck. It took a while to figure out how to lube, but we got that down too using a cream that he brought from home. We fucked a lot, I was always up to it.

The rest of my boarding school days I always had someone to fuck with. I was always the bottom, I was not effeminate or otherwise outwardly queer, but I was known to be one of those that would give a good blow job and would fuck if it was an upper classman.

Out into the army where I kept up my activities, always finding someone, I never did without.

Once in civilian life things were more complicated, I never looked the part, so getting someone to hook up with was more difficult. At work I was careful not to ever get involved, although there were several men I would have liked to get it on with.

One of my more memorable hook ups occurred while I was shopping for a gift for one of my nieces. She was turning sixteen and I felt that she would enjoy a nicer piece of jewelry. I went to one of the larger malls near my office and went from jewelry store to jewelry store. At this one store, the salesman was around sixty, very well groomed, with a short white beard, with very clean groomed hands.

Examining the necklace he showed me I complimented him on his fingers, I held his hand to get a better look and didn't let go and he didn't pull his hand away. We lingered and talked and I told him I was single and unattached, and where I lived and he told me where he lived and I asked him if he had a favorite restaurant, and we agreed to meet for dinner, as he got off work around eight. I bought the necklace, a bit too expensive for a sixteen year old, but I sealed the deal.

We met, we talked, we ate, we shared a dessert, he put his hand on my leg and I let him rub my thigh, I put my hand on his hand and he invited me to his place.

He was twenty years my senior, heavy around the middle, he kissed me and he put his hand on my crotch and asked to see what I had. I showed him and he took my penis in his hand and expertly massaged me into an erection and gave me a long suck. He helped me take all my clothes off and he ran his hands all over me, I tried to get him to undress but he told me to wait, while he touched me, and kissed me and massaged me and sucked me, he held me by the buns while he kissed me, I was totally naked and he was totally dressed.

He slowly undressed, he wouldn't let me help him, until he was standing in front of me with nothing but his boxers on, he had a heavy belly for a man his age, his chest hair was white like his beard, he kissed me some more and then he sat me on the bed and he dropped his boxers. His penis was big, heavy big, he let me touch it, take it in my hand, he let me put it in my mouth and start to suck him, he let me get him erect, his penis was large, he controlled me, while I sucked him, I fell to my knees, but he had me sit back on the bed, my erection had gone away, I was so concentrated on him. When I took my mouth off, and held his penis in my hand it felt like I was holding a hard rubber Billy Club.

He stood me up to kiss me some more as we got close and felt ourselves naked against one another. I had the greatest urge to just turn around and let him fuck me, I wanted to get fucked so bad right then. He insisted on us massaging each other, and taking turns sucking each other, when his hand grabbed my balls, I tried to get his hand to move back down into my ass crack, but he was playing me. He laid back on the bed and let me give him the best blow job I could, sucking down on him while he played with my hair and rubbed my back and would reach in and grab my penis and massage it.

At some moment when I felt that he was about to come, he leaned over to his night stand and took some lube and reached around and he lubed me up, pushing two fingers into me, he had me get on my knees and bend over and he stood behind me he pushed his hard penis into me, in and out and then in again only further, and in and out and then further until I could feel him all the way in and then he fucked me. He fucked me, this was the real first time that I was really getting fucked, everything before was playing around, the master was fucking me and I was in another world, I felt him fuck harder and then he ejaculated.

After he got his wind back, he had me lay on my back and he masturbated me and sucked me until he got me to ejaculate too. With his perfectly groomed fingers he took my cum off my stomach and into his mouth, until he licked it all up.

I started fucking in boarding school, but it wasn't until I was 45 that I really got fucked. He and I fucked around for a long while, several months, but it wasn't to be, it never got emotional, it was always only physical.