Guess that I'm gay now since I was with a man. It started when me and wife split up. That was my 4th marriage and had enough of women. I was horny after agood few weeks of no sex so I went out looking. What I found wasn't what I was looking for. Started talking with this guy and drinking. We got somewhat high and he told me he was gay and he would like to be with me and suck me good. I don't know why but I Said ok. We went to his place where we had a few more drinks and he started to play with my dick. I just sat there and let him. I was really into it. I let him go down in Me and it was one of the best I ever had. But while he was giving me head his hands were rubbing my ass and his fingers were tickling my ass. This turned me on so much. I didn't question myself. Just enjoyed. But steroids I came he asked me if I could go down on him or if I would let him Fuck me. I agreed to let him Fuck me. I'm not small down there but my god he was a lot bigger. He was gental but it hurt. After a few the pain started to feel good and I never realized that I could enjoy this so much. That night I realized that I love being Fucked and since then I'm always wanting some more.