I grew up in a poor household with five sisters and one brother. My sisters are nothing to be proud of and my brother less. My father is in prison. In my school a teacher became interested in me and I did well enough and graduated from high school, none of my sisters did.

I went to work for this large plant and ended up in the document records department. The job is so boring, but it pays well considering. At work there is this other girl who is an admin to one of the execs, she is 29. We became friends and one weekend when I was at her house she made a pass at me and I let her make love to me. After several 'dates' and a lot of sex, she told me that her boyfriend wanted me and she wanted to share me with her boyfriend. He went straight for anal sex.

Now it is like every weekend I have to let him have sex with me and he likes anal sex, he does it with both of us swapping from one the other. We still have sex between us, which I like a whole lot more. Him having sex with me is just sex, like masturbation, I get off but I would rather be with her. If I didn't want to be with her, I would not let him.

No one in my family has the faintest idea that I am in a female/female relationship and that I am shared with her boyfriend.

I won't say I am bisexual, because I only do it for her. I am pretty sure that I am gay.